Pon and Zi

I recently viewed one of my friend's profile in friendster and i stumbled upon some of the pics he posted. This young artist is really good in drawing... and his drawings are all about how he felt about his relationships... Its really creative and these are the few of my favourites now... hehehe...

for more i suggest checking his website... Im not promoting (nor getting paid like xiaxue)... just sharing what i felt, and he said it is alright to share or post his stuff in our own website or anywhere, as long as his name is not erased and we are not enjoying profits from his art... k.. that's all...

Laugh Out Loud

mum's phone rang.

"dad's calling from the office." i told mum

"pick it up" mum said

so i did. Gave a sweet flirty "hello"to daddy...

daddy: hello (in a weird tone)................. ar, who is this?

me: huh?

daddy: ah sorry wrong num......... wait a minute, who is this?

me: lol... me la! your daughter!

daddy: oh

lol... i mean, daddy cant recognise my voice? or he got shock cos of my tone? i felt funny... even as i typed this, after hours past midnight.. just thought of sharing...

Bored....

3 repeated CSI:NY, 3 repeated CSI:MIAMI... 3 repeated movies... all in a day. All from cable tv AXN...

aih... so boring in the hotel. alone. no friends around...

ever since october, poeple especially all my besties and batchmates left this job. leaving 5 of us. which means chances to meet up harder. making me so bored and lonely...

when i started working, its either i meet one of my friends in the same flight or same day off in seoul.. so i dont feel bored.. and get fatter too... :P cos since friend's here dinner are more of the luxurious choices... korean bbq.. my fav...

and constant late night snacks cos you'll be chatting up till midnight.. or trips to downtown shopping, where i'll spend all my fortune on i-dunno-what stuffs...

another reason for a constant emo me cos no one to complain and gossip stuffs.. futhermore, ever since october, i've been working like coolies.. darn hectic schedule.. and a repeated one... like 3 time chicago, 2 time frankfurt and another 2 atlanta... boring aint it...

tired of it... esp when atlanta is a 15 hours flight... sigh..

and as a junior, there's no leave allowance, and no priorities for day offs on special days like chinese new year, christmas, and birthdays....

IT'S SO UNFAIR!!!

people get to go paris and london and i have TWO atlanta!!! argh...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-f**k korean air-

Frankfurt, Germany...

Trip to Frankfurt. Well... cold weather, Dutch German people and a big airport. That's all! Seriously.. nothing special.. not even places of interest.. though some said Frankfurt is famous for its country-side view.. but well, i dint get the chance... I'll just spill the photos...

Airport lo...

The hotel im bunking in... and the weather is 3 degree Celsius...

brrrr....

Varieties of teas for you to choose!

Went downtown the next day.. 15 minutes train ride...

Its bakery shop... sorry its blurry..

Swarovski crystal chandelier.. phew...

Boots!

And its only 10Euro (RM50) per pair!

Ding dong bell.. I really dunno what building.. maybe a church..

Its CooOing deutchDeutsch!

No idea what building is that either.. Hey... there's no tourist guide guiding me alright!

cute bear ain't it?

My senior Ms Junn

Can you see... Its autumn!

Next, went to a 7 stories shopping mall... real big and a supermarket of Choc haven!! (no pics though.. busy shopping)

Playboy bed anyone?

And they have recycle machine in the mall! Convenient enough...

On the way back to hotel, we missed a station cos we were busy chatting.. so while waiting for the next train:

Such a small houses for big size dutchesGermans...

Seriously nothing much to do there other than shopping and brand shopping like LV's, Burbery, Gucci...etc.. so here's some pics around the hotel...

the view outside the hotel... boring aint it...

and cloudy...

Its emergency staircase... at least its not the narrow type and its bright enough!

so no rapist or drug abuser waiting there... :P

their coke machine is just the same as ours...

But their lifts are totally small.. bout 4x3 feet?

waiting area...

the room im staying in..

the room

my bed

the "wardrobe"

bathroom

and my rommie... yes... i have to share a room cos im a bloody junior...

finally a few of my own pics!

-end of Frankfurt-

Stupid woman...

I've tried my best... I've hinted enough. but yet you cant seems to take a single hint... are you acting dumb or really dumb? I know im behaving dumb for wanna give you another chance. but though no matter how dumb im acting, you never want to turn that ego switch off... you never get a hint!

no matter how much u said you're worried, will be there if i needed you, but the fact everything is just a lie.. or should i say, easy to say, hard to do..

when there's time i needed you most, you couldn't be there for me. you seems to gone a little over hardworking on your part time.

this is not once nor twice i've hinted and giving chance... i've even give way once too many to count... but yet where is your part of share? why is it not the other way, you begging for that chance? is being a bachelor more fun? flirt with whoever you like, random sex, freedom to date? dont you once miss our moments?

dont you once felt too lonely? cos i do. it is weighing me down. I couldnt breath and near to suffocation..

for i keep telling myself, i've given up on you. I never love you no more. I shall be strong. I shall stay strong... But no matter how hard i tried... i am the one always ended up tearing... instead of you...

i never want to be a stupid woman, but yet i kept stepping into that trap. I keep finding a way to climb back up but you've have set way too many traps over the time... i kept falling... and hurting... heard of that song, killing me softly? you are doing that to me...

but yet, where are you? why arent you busy untangling or removing these traps? is a teh tarik with your members of the same association? or a game or two with miss b.i.t.c.h more important?

or am i the BITCH?