Once a month...

I noticed my blogging rate now is kinda once a month... well... on a positive side... better than none...

On a sad note... a bit down today when P came... I thought I was pregnant... sigh... it's like a week late.. I noticed a little spotting a few weeks back that I thought its the "implantation"... then my tummy suddenly lower bottom bloated.. I thought.................... sigh................... :'(

But then I have no sickness (thank godness) or cravings.. well... I snack most of the times in office.. Im not sure how pregnancy cravings goes.. And the bloating went off like last week.. and this morning I have some kinds of uneasiness symptoms in my tummy..... 

Already having thoughts when will be my baby's due date.. perhaps a 12.12.12 baby... :( maybe I put my hopes to high to get a dragon baby... Hubby ask me to take it slow... dont make myself stressed.. but how to not stress every month anticipating when my period will come or not??

Sigh.. I dunno la... No dragon... snake lor..

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No crafts project done so far... Im losing hope on my 2012 resolution.. but yet im still spending $$ buying scrapbooking tools to hoard.. and still wanting more.. >.< last month spend around RM170 buying something from ebay.. this month spend similar amount buy punchers and embelisments on sale in joann and s&c.. >.<

Still DREAMING to get myself a slice machine and a photo printer... like doing a BIG business whereas nothing had started! 

Horrible.. then also have the feeling to buy more stuff.. made Hubby go IOI last weekend to buy me a cotton dress and a skirt from Mango Outlet after feeling I have no new work clothes...1 skirt got an iron burnt mark not sure by me or the maid, 1 nice high waisted snake skin pattern got a tear.. (tho mended.. still feel... emmm...) 2 pants are too small for my size now... another skirt looks weird on me due cos im just too fat >.<

Wanna dress more glam to work but actually apart from entertaining myself there's no purpose cos no 1 to see or admire... wheares the other 1 only wear casual to work... but every Friday and Saturday when I make myself a casual work wear day... I spent quite a few minutes sitting on the bed looking at my wardrobe thinking what should I wear.. I have worn this, I have worn that... I just washed these, I just ironed these... that too sexy OTT for office... etc... >.<

Buy more clothes, no place to put.. fashion nowadays are all body hugging and Im not in my confidence now to wear body hugging clothes... argh... I just have lots to complain... bear with me... or click somewhere else...

Better stop here.. Taaa... 

I quit...

Yes.. I tendered my resignation letter.. Well.. Its not that I can't cope in that company... I just couldnt stand their culture there... As I have so far managed to score my target and have my outlets all pass 100%... except this month's Jusco BH outlet.. -__-.. (ok if u wanna count in my June's Lot10 outlet.. I have nothing to say..but I was new...) I even reach a 120CTR(customer turn-up rate) this month whereas my target is 90... ^_^  So... my reason of resigning?

1) I truly dislike that we in this dept. have to work 10-7pm on a Saturday.

2) There is no OT pay for working that long hours. My job description in contract is working hours 9-6pm or 11-8pm. Yet if you have morning shifts and leave on time, you get the "roll-eye" stare.. leave late, there is also no goodbyes from that manager who roll eyed you..

3) Cold calling - its fine... except I cant stand to lie just to make people come.. whatever the promo ends this week is fake. As long as there is respond to that promotion, the promo goes on...

4) Customers lie too. They just sounds like really interested to come for an appointment but then did not turn up, saying forgotten, emergency, lazy, busy, turn off hp, no answer... etc.. sick of it

5) Managerial position people are really ass-holes..(I have stories in that too) but then.. if they are not assholes, they won't be sitting there to command you today.. ;)

6) HQ consultant have to make minimum 70 cold calls a day. (Outlet 30 per day per person) Raya season: HQ 100, Outlet 60... crazy.. in 70 cold calls I made, 10 gets thru and listens to you, 2 fix an appointment, the rest would be no answer, network message, voice mail, hang up, pick up silent. You are lucky to not get scolded... In that 2 appointments you make, probably that 2 person will not even turn up or answer your call anymore after that.. or they keep postpone and refix that bloody appointment.

7) Due to Raya season, response is really low, due to a) people need to spend $ on celebrations  b) all balik kampung or puasa reasons.. So what they do when follow ups have all been called thru?(1 outlet have 3 outlet consultants, 1 HQ consultant.. and if that outlet couldn't achive their target, temp staff are being hired to back up. 1 old outlet may have 2000+ old datas. 4 consultants to make 250 calls a day, in less than a month, all datas have be called and recalled, making them "trash data".) Sometimes I do pity those people who sms in, as they will be bothered and annoyed for 1 whole year or more, unless they come for that appointment. Or, change numbers... After they come for appointment, they also get calls from skin consultants for that regular appointments... -___-

8)There is this system they created where all datas are only 1 years old, older than that, they will be exported out from system. When response is not enough, and target is not reached, system data have been "trashed", they exported some 2-3years ago numbers for us to call. Name them archived data. Now this is worse. in 100 calls I made, I get ZERO appointments.. but then my follow up calls are really high :)

9) Company's dirty culture. To hit 7million sales per month, those consultant made all kinds of dirty tricks to get $ from you; to hit sales target or "to close a sales" consultant must collect a minimum RM500 from you no matter what trick they use. So no matter how sincere I ask people to come for appointment, I promised them free first facial, next thing I get complains that to get that "free facial" they have to pay RM500 to be member; 1 bloody eye treatment cost RM430? RM9000 for 10 collagen-and-i-don't-know-what-else-in-it treatment?? Riddiculous! If you are just that strong and do not want to sign, you get "threaten" by bigger size consultants, then 2 more will come in, then later another manager will come in and ask rudely.. some said they lock the door and not let you out unless you pay some "deposit" Or said their package is today only offer and next time come back no more such offer, just to get you pay... sigh!

I could say I myself was a victim too... I went for a first trial in LWM for like RM20 6-7 years ago and the next thing I know after treatment I was being brain washed for package. When I couldn't afford, they asked for my atm card and start poking them into the machine and "extract" my savings out. Thank godness I was poor student and couldnt pay full amount! Till today I have RM1000 inside and still unused 8 treatments!! >(

NewsFLash! The boss n wife took a trip with a few top manegers/directors to Milan recently and the wife had spent SGD100000 (or was is 500000??) for branded bags! How we work our ass off and how lavishly they spent! Woohoo!

I would be really stupid for not leaving... yes unless my face is that damn thick!

Weekend~

I watched all the season finale of my favourite American dramas on Saturday... =D  (GG, OTH, DH... TVD ady watch) yeah I know I am so late to catch up but yeah I was that busy.... kinda...

I went back to Seremban finally, after near 2 months. Yes Seremban is near Kajang, but this is the only weekend I get to have Saturday and Sunday off.. ;) or just tad too lazy to go back cos I rather spend my only Sunday chillax... =P

Though I did not achive a 40 visits this 1-10th (some extra $ incentive if I do) but I kinda got no more mojo when I know the yellow rally will affect everywhere... :(

Yet this 2 days was just too short and not enough for me to start a layout scrapbooking or a little bit of knitting, I wanted to knit my own sun hat and some baby booties for Soo's new born baby girl~ can't wait for her to stop by KL and meet her... I hope...

Also didn't have the "time" to edit my Macau-Zhuhai-Shenzhen pictures.. (mostly Macau, cos I stoped taking pictures in mainland due to excessive window shopping and shopping =P

Mr Hubby went pms just now for I did my laundry late at night and ask him to help me to hang it up... He don't get it why I love doing laundry at night.. But I have my reason... the sun here is limited due to condo blocks so if I do my laundry early morning Im afraid it won't be dry enough by evening.... So doing laundry at night, the clothes are like 40% drier by morning... at least I done my laundry at night I don't have to wake up earlier to do it in the morning = more sleep...

And Hubby was like "why can't you do it in the weekend??" like hello, I have to work on Saturdays, and if Sunday I would love to got some sleep in than stressing to wake up by the alarm just to do laundry.. And these 2 days weather was a bit cookoo... I wanted to wash the bedsheets.. It's already 2 months and its starting to have.. "nice" smells.. =(  And I just can't only do laundrys on weekends? I might have to clean the room, do ironing (though thank goodness I din't have to this weekend) Not that I have maid to help me... >( and not that YOU will help... >( >( Mr.Un-appreciate!!

Anyway.. enough of complains about Mr Hubby.. time to sleep.. hope to be able to leave office early the whole next week and start editing picture to blog and post.. T__T

3rd day @ work

I would say I hate cold callings... Perhaps I hate ppl who cold calls me, or the feeling of being rejected... But once I got hold to it.. I mean the trick and tips of convincing ppl to come to the outlets (yea I get paid if someone I called actually comes to a fixed appointement) its kinda ok..

Been starting to cold calls since yesterday morning.. was really hard to do at first, especially I was given old contacts to follow up... its kinda a back up way for the monthly target... cos I am still new.. these are just for "practice".. but this morning, a colleague told me I actually made 50 calls, I was surprised! I did that?? LOL!!

And when I found out 3 of ppl I called and receive call actually came up for that appointment, I was estatic! Until the meeting today (I was in office till 8.30pm for that meeting, my parking $ today was RM12!!).. I got a little stressed when they was like saying "wow! three days here got 3 ppl ady!" Its like they are expecting me to do better than today! What if tomorrow I dont get that much.. its just luck ya know..

I have to practise 1 thing for sure, to pick up calls even before they ring.. cos the other 2 in my group is like seniors.. they are really quick! I havent even identify which number is ringing and they already pick them up! Cos till now I am only giving follow up calls, and not fresh data, while they have it.. so they totally have better $ that me...

Oh well im new I know.. I just wanna rant.. I know I'll soon have those data (like next mth they said) and I'll have to be fully responsible to get target, no help from the other 2 seniors.. now, I shall make myself enjoy "backing up" hmmm..

There are fun and not fun calling.. fun when funny things ppl said to give reasons to not come.. and not fun when ppl actually hang up or get angry and so on..... like eg, today a colleague fixed an appointment for this aunty to go in lot10 at 5pm. Aunty said will ask husband to fetch her. And do call her back to remind her. So when colleague finally manage to call her after many failed attempts of unanswered call, she ask if aunty still wanna go, but aunty's son picked up the phone. said mom went out with dad..

Ask if his mum coming to lot 10, he said no, they are not coming.. then he was stammering unsure how to respond to us... and said want to let her sis to talk to us.. then hang up.

Of course.. my senior-very-pro-colleague called back. this time Im not sure who answered.. but said they are not coming, wanna change the coupon amount she bought to product (which was impossible to change names or even products in this promo) and funny was, aunty "went out".. but he did not put us on hold and said "MA! They said cannot change ppl or exchange for products"

LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL!!!

anyway... lesson 1: Do not simply sms for more info, unless you are interested to do so, else you get calls every month persuading you to go their outlet or buy their packages...

Im useless... =(

No, its not a emo post.. pms-ses over..

At times, I do feel useless.. sigh..

I find myself not being able to be qualified for a job. Yes I blame part of myself being choosy.. and part of it couldnt even qualified for some requirements..

Eg: Graphic Design. I had a Multimedia Diploma cert. But that was 4 years ago. I keep saying I went to a pariah college. But the fact is IF I ever did put some effort in my projects and portfolio, Im sure Im better. My other college-mates seems to be working fine in this industry. Why not me? Now I see the requirements, Like you need to know HTML, or 3D, or Flash.. I mean I can self learn 3D, but flash and html is kinda hard.. to me..  =( Then now some printing companies requires me to know the printing block or something for separate color printing machine.. which I don't remember anymore.. =(

and then, part of me is feeling that with my qualification, how much can I earn in GD? 1k? 2k? is it even enough? I've been sooooo used to 3-4k pay!!!

Now, skip GD, we go to other industry that I may be able to work... Like admin! or HR! but requirements: Minimum diploma in bussiness admin, or human resource.. SIGH! I dont have that! Unless I go take a diploma/degree course now! Who's paying me? Even if I study part time, I need a job to pay for it right? Who's hiring me~??

Sales.. Been to 2 inteviews! Ok, so I dislike the Dell.. but Citibank kinda sounds interesting.. but till now no news.. I dont know is it the way I gave my answer in the interview to not get these positions, or just Im not qualified cos I have no experience or what-so-ever.. =(

I wanna do sales, cos I believe if I put my effort in, I am able to get my previous salary amount.. but if it requires me to cold call... well... I already dislike ppl who cold calls me.. now I have to do the same?????? I dont know.. =( If that sales requires me to go out and find clients.. Im not sure how good am I to be able to talk to them and sell my sales.. low confidence... =(

We had some talk that day... hubby and me.. and he actually suggest I take an interior design course and then future up a biz in kitchen design and hobs.. I am interested! Someone's actually agrees to me to learn ID!! =D  But after a bit, Hubby thinks that biz needs a lot of revenues? Cos have to give me time to study ID, work a bit for the experience and hire contractors and lorry drivers.. buy lorry... etc etc... sigh!!

I even researched for a ID college. And I found a part time 1... I mean I do have some basic, so I can pretty much learn them more easily right? I'll have to talk to Hubby and convince him...

And mummy actually thinks ID is not good. And ask me to learn to be a Hair dresser wtf... -____-"" I am not looking down on hair dresser, but its not my field of interest.. I might just learnt it and dump it half way right? I rather she let me learn nail art.. ah... speaking of mummy.. I dont know what kind of things in her mind, asking me to apply for a government job. Easy and good pay job wtf.. No, I dont like to join the M work force!!

You may say "how come those with lesser qualification than me can have jobs and I cant?" And I say it again.. I have a part of me who couldn't sacrify for a lower pay... but to get that higher pay needs more qualifications... so how?

Now, advise me what to do? Im so stuck.. and the longer Im at home the lazier I get... you know... procrastinations.. and penniless... =(

LA flight, and everything else...

Ok, I FEEL like blogging... although its all gonna be random.. at least im sharing my thoughts.. dunno, maybe staying in the room made me so bored, I've decided to take pictures and blog...

Long post ahead, happy reading ;)

First, Today is White Valentine's Day. That's what they celebrate in Japan and Korea. :)

Valentine's day is observed by females who present chocolate gifts (either store-bought or handmade), usually to a male, as an expression of love. The handmade chocolate is usually preferred by the receiver, because it is a sign that the receiving male is the girl's "only one". On White Day, the converse happens: males who received a "honmei-choco" [chocolate of love] or "giri-choco" [courtesy chocolate] on Valentine's Day are expected to return the favor by giving gifts, usually more expensive. Traditionally, popular White Day gifts are cookies, jeweleries, white chocolates and marshmallows. ~wiki

HAPPY WHITE VALENTINES DAY!!

Im soooo calling my boyfriend now to return me a meal of "one only" home cooked pasta, double the taste. hehehe...


Second, I DISLIKE flights to LA. I dont hate, but dislike.

1. I hate the spooky hotel.

The hotel belongs to the company (they have shares or something) and its REALLY OLD, the tiles are old, the pipes are old, the carpets are old, the beds and lamp shades are old, the lightings are old, even the hair dryer is so old and noisy it vibrates!! And the corridor; comfirm spooky. I have no idea how old is the hotel, but I heard is not "clean" too.. :(

Crews have seen "things", feel "them". Heck, I am still in a room sharing basis, and that crew who shared the room with me kept having nightmares! She was so scared, she shifted to her senior's room, LEAVING ME ALONE!! T____T

I mean, like they have no $$ to renovate? I see the lobby like FULL of people, functions and event, but why cant they just replace the tiles, carpets, curtains and blanket?? Those things are so dull and dark in color, it just add spookiness to the hotel... (This is another hotel that still uses the blankets you find in Genting Hotels, the other hotel is Hawaii, which also belongs to the company... nowadays mostly all 5 star hotels have upgraded to duvet and comforter.. and there they are with those woolly blankets!!

Heck Hiltons are making big renovation, their carpets and rooms are so nice now (atlanta) it just makes me miss flying Atlanta flight!!

And to add more, the tv chanels in LA is so boring and limited, I dont even bother turning the TV on! I have a habit of sleeping with either 1 light on or the tv on if im alone to cover the silence, and I normally tune in to disney chanel or nickelodeon (call me childish cos still watching cartoons but I dont care, they are funny and relaxing and cute) If there are none of those chanels, there are some family chanel with funny comedies!! But LA!! They only have news, sports news, cnn, bbc, weather news, stock news, news again.... sigh...

On the bright side, I love some news channel in the USA. (some, im not talking about CNN) Cos there are not reporting something in a serious tone, there are jokes or funny comments and hyper. Compared to Malaysia's DULL MONOTONOUS UGLY MAN reporting a sport event. Gosh~

WHY cant these 2 hotels gets upgrade too?? (also heard hawaii's hotels are not "clean" too )


2. There aint any shopping center I can go in LA.

The hotel is in downtown, and the only shopping place is a small Macy Plaza, with 1 macy department, 1 VS shop, 1 express, and some mini shops im not interested in. Ok, If I do travel further, maybe there will be a shopping mall, like in Hollywood (havent been there yet) but still, that hotel is in DOWNTOWN!

The Macy is also so small, I cant even find a coach department in there! and their clothes are so aunty!!

I dont hate LA yet, cos I've yet to go California Adventure, Six Flags Park, and the big factory outlet stores.. I heard LA have one of the biggest.. If its not cos im kinda in a financial crisis here, add on with the current economic and currencies, otherwise, there's no reason why I drag flying to LA... sigh...

Anyway.. enough of complains.. Even though I said there's nothing there to shop, I somehow still find myself spending USD100 there.. just like that.

Like helping my mum to get her 70spf sunblock.

Yes, they have these sunblock in Malaysia, but only up to SPF 50 now... and those selling in Malaysia are produced from either Indonesia or Thailand, which somehow have less effect. So the "Pros" said..

I thought they even have it in spf80 or something.. dont remember.. I know those were selling in atlanta....

And though they are not mine, but they are my mum's, which I am buying for her, not helping her to buy... (means im not getting back any $$ from her laaa)

And cos Easter is coming soon, everywhere selling those egg dye and I cant resist myself to get one pack myself... :P

I even wanted to get those plastic eggs and baskets for a Easter hide and seek games for my little cousins, but I know I never have those time.. I'll postpone them for my future kids.. lol...

Oh, M&M's in the shape of eggs and in pastel color.. how often you can find those? Its also buy 1 free 1... hehehehe...

And a cheap mini wax strip.

Thought it might be useful someday.. :P

My monthly Cosmo... And I find this months issue kinda boring... :-/

Hawaian Pizza from California Kitchen.

Opps, 2 pieces kinda digesting in my stomach when I was taking this picture... hehe...

I dunno why food is so expensive in US, this mini pizza (and it's a standard size) cost me USD 11.99 before the tax. And Pizza hut is TOTALLY better than this piece... (you can also see its kinda burnt at the side, I can ask for refund but too lazy to go out again)

I divide this pizza into 3 meals you know T____T

Brunch, dinner, next day breakfast before departure.... *sobsob*

And its either pizza, spaghetti, or American's Chinese Food, which of course.. not as good as those home cooked or even in Malaysia... hmmm... I believe I can even cook better than them... :P

Fake eyelashes

Helped Gyna to get them.. claimed to be made of human hair, and its actually made in Indonesia -____-

Ok. Gyna asked for 4 pairs, I got another pair for myself to try... :P

See, that's all the things I spent, and its already USD 100.. WTF?

And you're saying I have a high paying job??????????????

Anyway... A close up photo of a 747 for you to see..

At the boarding gate, waiting for permission to board, and the plane parked so near to the gate, that's the result... nice hor?

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And I finally purchased my Ipod Nano.. hehehehehehehehe :D

Its a little cluttered at picture time, cos I was charging it, along with other wires around my laptop (psp, external hardisk, laptop fan...) after using it for the whole day in LA watching movie and listening to musics.. Gotta go buy a travel plug, cos the current charger I have is the usb type, no computer no charge. Also maybe a cover for it, just incase the color got scratched...

After lots of price surveying, I finally bought mine in Korea's duty free shop, which actually cheaper than in the US and Malaysia... :)

I've been complaining for so long that I kinda dont like my shuffle (though its a birthday present I asked :P) cos its only 1 gb, and you cant see or choose the song, there are times I forgot the songs I put in there and wanna check the name, but I cant. And I also found out my shuffle dont play ALL the songs I put in there. (its recorded in Itunes like how many times its played) I kept getting repeated songs im so bored of it.

At least nano I can check out the names, choose what song I wanna play... now even can watch movies (though the screen is small, but its clear) and even play games!! :D

I dint wanna get a classic or Itouch cos I think classic is too big (120gb, my laptop also dun have that much space) And I kinda not interested in Itouch or Iphone (though claimed to have many functions)

The bad thing with apple products, every damn movie or MV have to be converted to mp4 before you can view.. hmmm.. kinda lags my laptop a lot while im converting movies for my overseas trip (cos I dont wanna bring my heavy, bulky laptop and all the troubles when going thru customs checks)

In another random fact, i need to search for a nice pouch to put my travelling nail care stuff. The current one is kinda too full and the insides are actually stained with a few lacquers color due to spilling...

The bag is gonna burst soon

Yes, I need lots of nail care stuff to bring along with me. Do you know how dry is the air in the plane?? There's once I lost my hand cream and so I dint put any in the whole flight, when I was passing the immigration, during the fingerprint check, the officer actually said they cant scan my prints properly cos my fingers are dry... WTF!!

And this pouch is only for me to put my nail colors (include anti chip coats cos working in this kinda job, nails tend to break so often you need something to protect them more..., base coat, color, top coat) and cuticle cutter, nail filer and some other caring gels and creams. I have my hand cream and another cuticle cream in my makeup pouch. sigh...

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Im sooooo getting my hands on the new limited edition Fresh Blossom from DKNY. The smell is so nice I tell you!!! Its selling at USD70 for 100ml in the US, im now gonna survey around and see if there are any other place with cheaper price... :D









And also the Lovers thing from Gwen Stefani.. Just because the 25ml dolly are soooooo cute!!




And THIS:

LV Monogram Multicolore Speedy Bag.


IS GONNA BE MY FUTURE LV BAG IM AIMING TO BUY.

I mean, other than my Eva Clutch...

I actually never liked Multicolore, but while I was watching Wild Child, Poppy was holding this bag and I found it really nice.

I went to check out the price and guess what?

IT COST A FREAKING EURO 1500!!!!!!

RM 7000!!!!!

Its even more expensive than the normal monogram speedy or damier ones... Cos its specially created by some Takashi Murakami. Who the hell is he??

Remind me to goggle his name someday...

Oh, im also getting the pink skinny and scarf she wore.. :) gonna go shop around soon.. :P

ok im done ranting!

p/s: its impossible for me to get this LV now, not at least a few years time.. :-/

Im stuck in seremban for the weekend!!

And I hate it!!!!

Is my thinking more childish that my circle of friends? cos I wanna go out. play. shop. club. chill - NO ONE. wanna go out with me. all busy with their fucking weekends. @#^&$#&

I was, well, once again looking forward to this off day. cos like i said I hardly get any off day on weekends. So I thought this time i can go kl and chill with my friends. But as i call fish this morning, just before i go out and take a ktm to kl, she said she wont be here for this wekkend. she's going back to penang for wesak.

WTF she celebrating wesak meh???! she's a catholic!

wtf i should be considerate that she hardly goes back to penang and have her beloved family around, unlike me who always complains stuck in seremban. NO i dont give a damn!! I hardly gets weekends off and I wanna go out play!!!

I want to be intoxicated - with window shopping, food, movies in the cinema, alcohol, smoke, loud music, gossips!!!

Pelly askked me to go barcelona - but provided im in kl so she can fetch me. but i have no place to stay! and pelly shares her room so i cant bunk in there!

Daddy pulak nagging yesterday ALL THE WAY from KLIA to HOME that I SHOULD SPEND MORE TIME AT HOME, esp we are moving soon. WTF!!

I had plans like hangout with candice, maybe go for manicure, since i cant do pedicure cos my toe nails chipped - deep, so i've cut it off... but in the end canceled cos fish cant accomodate me.

Im like ranting and blaming like its all her fault. and i know if she read this she'll be like "im not the place for u to tumpang!" or "dont u have other places?" but yeah, so far i know she have no time to read my blog - my best friend dont read people's blog, and she deleted her friendster too cos some fucking-asshole-stalking-jerky-ex-boyfriend-stalking-her-till-she-have-low-blood-pressure. im not sure though when she's have quit now and planning to be out-of-job for some time for so call relax or planning to get her degree - i'll wait and see how she's paying her kancil out-of-job!! grrrrrrrr!!!

When I suggest some ppl to go out, they have like dont feel like it, dont tell me last minute or no $$ or AA. Im not stingy but I dont like paying my part to the club when I go with the guys! And so if i wanna go club i need to plan like 1 week ahead izzit???!! What happened to spontaneous planning???

Im currently intoxicating myself with a whole big box of after eight. See you again when im FAT.

WTF?

*updated*

Gah!! wtf cindy wins Malaysian Dreamgirl????? she's rich enough to buy votes, why still need to compete for a car? bitcheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........!!!!!!!!! she cant even walk nor pose!

i was guessing it was either Hanis or Adeline wins. I know Adeline's not that good as well, in the beginning I totally cannot tahan her chin-glish, but in the end I see her improvements and kinda got used to the way she speaks. and she so have better photos than cindy!!! and she's from negeri sembilan too.. so need to support-support abit. hehe..

and why dint they show how cindy's dad look like in the finals? so everybody can cham him and hate him too.

im totally not gonna watch MDG again unless they have this new 50% vote 50% judges view. aikz...

I am not a model type. I have no talent doing catwalks, no talent to pose in front of the camera and no talent to dance or have public speaking. But i had once upon a time, not long ago, joined this local chinese newspaper pageant thing. and I had never like the fact its a chinese thing, cos I cant speak chinese well. 2nd, they dint even choose properly!! all they did was choose ALL the tall girls, 50% of them arent even suppose to enter as finalist! suppose to have only 13 finalist but they just let more people to enter so more people buy their newspaper to vote and they earn more! finally there were 17 finallist. Worse, they called up every contestant and ask us if we wanna get like 100 copies of papers at 70 cents per copy (normally rm1.20)!!

did ya spot me??

Then, this main sponsor fella is like a rich perv guy, some datuk something, which had been really famous in this newspaper for always being the main sponsor for pageantssssss. -___________-
of course la, have dinner with leng luis, hold leng lui's hand to congratulate them, take pics holding lenglui's waist, wtf.. gah!!!

The worse was this photo shoot competition, where ALL the FUCKING PERVERTED PHOTOGRAPHERS, all OLD AND NGONG photographers taking our pics!! then we had the photo shoot in some Port Dickson resort, and one of the girls wore this bikini to there. so she became the main attraction. from posing with a selendang to fully removing the selendang and even dipped in the pool!! -_________________- they even commented that we all should wear like her for such a photo shoot. wtf.

I dont blame her, in such competition, of course one need to get the most attention right? she is this tall girl, part time model, so she kinda know how to pose the pose and walk the walk and she's mostly talented in the competition except her dance, which was pretty stiff (im a no good judge cos im a no good dancer too) but in the end she did not even get to top 3!! why? cos she dint flirt with the datuk. -___________________________-

The last time I contacted her she's out there somewhere with her modelling career.

Oh then there is this girl who came in last to the final, kinda last minute but im guessing she called and complained or something to enter the finals. she's pretty short, just a cute face and she had the datuk's phone number. -__- and she is the bitch there. If you had once read my friendster's blog im damn sure u know how i disgust and hated her. I was damn happy when I know she went to the korean air interview as well but didnt get in. hahaha. damn happy that while im typing now i still wanna jump happily, point and laugh at her... hahahahahahahahaha - non-stop. its more than a year ago incident and I STILL HATE HER

being interviewed in "whuan chu keke" outfit wtf

The winner for that pageant was this ugly normal girl, with pimple scars on her face, with her butt bigger than her brain cos she cant catwalk, cant pose, cant dance. the only thing she did was memorize her speech and her mother PR-ed for the whole competition!

And what we had all won in the competition? one water pillow to bring home and sleep with... hahahahahahaha...! oh oh, and a RM100 facial voucher with this chapalang facial parlour in seremban. hahahahahahaha!! - ok la, i had a "diamond peel" facial thing with it with an additional rm50. so the facial actually cost rm150 and also another amatuer place cos they did torture me again... :-/

me and my flower girl during the modelling.. she damn sulky i tell you. sigh...

So this is what amateurs pageants do. well, at least MDG have better standards than what i had joined, but i totally disagree with 100% voting thing. people cheats. kiasus cheat more.

Yasmine and me. I was pretty tan then - dunno why...

-the end-

im full of hatred

I hate passengers who think they are rich, cos they can afford to go for a trip to korea. so they gave attitudes and expect us to comply with their fucking behavior. If i have a gun a have shoot them. If i got hold of the taser i'll make sure he'll be kept electrified till i finish my flight. I hate them who like to ask for souvenirs in the flight. cant they buy it in korea itself?? I hate them for taking the pillows and blankets. not that im siding korean air and helping them to save but taking them, especially on an outbound flight, resulting inbound flight short of these things. which is not available to be refilled. which make my job difficult. I dont even give a fuck if they try to take on their inbound trip. i hate slow moving crews. they make me work slow resulting my aisle passenger unable to have more meal choices. I hate them who are even lazy to move her fucking butt back to the galley to get extra meal or water or bread and make me push the damn cart all the way back with her and making my job even more difficult. I hate sweating in the cabin, it makes my uniform dirty and my make up ruined. I hate them asking for warm water cos i have to move to side A of galley and get cold water and side B of galley for hot water and make sure they are warm or hot enough but not to scald their fucking tongue. I hate fucking tour guides who think they had travelled enough to know what we do and request extra stuff and request seat change even when the flight is fucking full. I hate tour guides who treats the cabin as restaurant, asking her clients to order whatever they want. red wine white wine beer brandy milo panas, hot coffee, hot tea, bread. WHAT THE FUCK I DONT HAVE MILO PANAS AND BRANDY AND BREAD FOR YOU!!! I hate those who cant drink and force themselves to drink cos its FREE and ending up drunk after a 1 oz of red wine and fall down and vomit and making our job disgusting. I hate them who doesnt know how to flush the toilet and I hate those who wet the whole damn toilet like they bathe in it. I hate them who doesnt know how to read the seatbelt sign and keep on standing and walking around even after NUMEROUS warnings to SIT DOWN AND FASTEN SEATBELT. please, seat belt sign is on and if you cant see, you dint hear the announcements too?? Its in korean english and malay!! I hate those who request to clear their tray earlier when im fucking busy with other stuff so that they can get up and use the toilet. I hate those who request stuff like more sugar, playing cards, entry documents, orange juice, tomato juice, extra meal when im damn busy getting more food to feed their hungry big mouth. I WILL GIVE IT TO YOU LATER!!! I hate those who thinks we are koreans so they criticise us in chinese and expect us to treat u better???!! DREAM ON!!

i hate you today and you cant CAN do anything something about it.

Kereta Rosak...

This happened yesterday. It was a monday, and I was in KL for my regular pedicure session when fish called. Seeing im in kl too we made plans to go dinner with Gie.

So there i went travel all the way from pj to kl to meet them. (fish offered to drive me back to pj to take the train home).

The greatest thing in the world happen.

Fish car chooses to break down.

In the middle of the road.

There was this something drop sound coming from the engine *oh my gosh* and we (or actually only fish and Gie felt it, i cant) felt the car was heavier, with the battery light switched on the dashboard.

We went to the nearest mechanic shop, and it was actually a proton service center (fish's car is perodua kancil) and only to find out its closed for the day (7pm)

Miserably panicked, fish called her bf, called mohan ( gail's bf, an auto-car student), call her dad, call her sis, her mom called back, call her cousin and ask for another cousin's number, and lastly, I... repeat I found the car sticker with the insurance hotline to call.




Luckily, they provide free tow service. And while waiting, the car wash guy next door, who had a little experience in car mechanical came to check for us.

to find, some "accelerator" thing actually broke. resulting the car battery unable to charge for movement.

the accelerator thing.

while waiting for the damn slow tow car, we cam whore...

more random pics... fish wasnt even showing her worried face... :-/

Gie, trying to help by looking on his contact list if anyone can fetch us home

finally the truck arrive!!

in process to fix the car to the truck

gedik gie found that i was taking picture...

and made me take pics for them... lmao

on tow.....

I ended up having mamak for dinner and taking the train home - alone :(

sigh...!

I hate amateurs

I hate amateurs... dislike. hate. whatever you call it.

somehow I dont feel they are professional enough to service me.

not to mean that I only go to expensive places.. but there ARE difference between professionals and amateurs

the story goes like this:

The package i signed for the dermatologist where i've been visiting so far is going to end soon, so they had offered me a new package. Not cheap, it can round up to rm1500++.. so feeling its too expensive, I dint accept the offer yet..

So my senior told me her dermatologist are better, cheaper and using the same product too.. so what the heck, i went and try it today..

result: PAINFUL painful facial...

It has been months since I had such a painful facial.. I hate it when they use that extraction steel thing to extract my pimples and black head! summore use needle to poke my skin (cos my skin covered the pimples blablabla)

stupid painful steel

My current dermatologist doesn't use them ok! They professionally uses fingers. And only 2 person in that whole center are qualified to do extraction. not just any juniors... hmph! and even they do poke my skin with needles (they have to cos of my skin condition) but IT IS NOT EVEN PAINFUL!!

Summore the steps they took are really so cincai one.. they dint even examined my skin before starting my facial! Even the steam they use also so cincai.. I langsung tak kena the steam also.. might also be the reason the extractions were sooooo painful...


Summore I already told them its my first time there, of course they should give me a good first impression for me to return! but they dint lo.. argh...


Im totally going back to my current one for packages..


Another amateurs i wanna say, would be those "chap pha lang" hair salon..


Konon-konon they have a up to class deco of the salon, vogue name.. but quality teruk one.. im not talking only one but many salons also like that.. or maybe cos what ever i want them to cut they gave me a different look than what i want. so i dont like them!


just because they went for styling class, pegang gunting also got style but doesnt mean their cutting is nice lo.. cheap... summore charge me rm30 for that simple trim...

another amateurs case I blogged it before, here....


aih.. i dunno la... call me picky.. call me spendrift.. but I prefer to pay for a service that sastifies me...

Yoh... :(

Yoh... cos of election i cannot/not allowed to go kl and get my psp games...

was looking forward to get some games to play in Frankfurt.. cos not planning to go out.. hmmm

now what?

summore silly me forgot to get the media manager software that can convert videos and games to compatilbe format for my psp.. no drama to watch also... hmm..

o to keh?? (what to do?)

sigh sigh sigh sigh..

another weekend wasted..

i am not printing money

Stupid... working as a stewardess doesnt mean I print money ok.

mummy actually wants me to give like all my pay to her. wtf is she thinking??!!

I already paying for the unknown sum of unit trust fund, insurance. then going to pay back my study loan, now she wants RM1ooo for her monthly allowance???!!

she really thinks im printing money..

I was in a pretty good mood today.. flight wasnt bad, i got what I want, had my relaxing sauna bath... then go online met her pulak... sigh..

keep telling me "'kong chin suck kam chinn" - i dont know how to explain but its kinda like your debt are gonna redeem your pay or somthing..

keep saying that till i got irritated

damn it

she kept thinking i over spent cos i earn alot

but hello? its not enough

she dint count the amount i need to spend overseas, currency conversion and stuff..

so I have a shopaholic habit. but i am still conscious and beware of how i spent! once experience is enough!

I think in her mind it'll be the best I dont touch a single cent of my pay and give all to her.

let me die of hunger.

and suffocate for not be able to shop.

too fat, keep saying im too fat.

too skinny said i too much, need to start eating back

what she wants?

so if i pay her 1000, what do i keep? when can i get my OWN CAR???

so i can drive whenever and where ever i like? and have my freedom?

promised i'll get a CAR KEY for my 21st. but now i have to fork my own cash out for a fucking car deposit. what kind of parents gives empty promises?

ARRRRRRRRRRGGGH!!!!!!

ergh..... geramnye!!!

why do I always keep losing important, seldom to get photos? why my stupid hand keep accidently deleted those hard to get pictures? ergh... hate hate hate...!

why dint I bring a proper camera when I need it so badly?

argh.....!!!!

this time, I deleted pictures of DAVID BECKHAM. yes

you read it. David Beckham. That metrosextual footballer that married posh Victoria.

I had his real person. in photo. right inside my N73.

HAD

none anymore... It just got deleted.

Was stopping by the airport for dinner with my colleague. when we reach the airport arrival hall with the hotel shuttle bus, we saw lots and lots people. And reporters and camera mans too. Now despite this is one of Korea's International Airport, it is one of the main one too.

Despite the norm that celebrities do land in this airport and photographers are a norm, we decided to be the busybody and ask who's coming.

"David Beckham" said the information counter.

wow

we just thought, why not, and ran upstairs to view him at a closer range (arrival gate were flocked by fans and photographers)

waited and waited, he finally came out. not with Victoria, but his football team.

though its not at close range, at least i HAD his pic.

the back of him actually. cos he were facing the crowd. so do we... and his face as tiny as a baby ant cos N73 with 3.2 mp camera still cannot zoom his face properly.. i mean... his head.. the back of his head...

still i had his photo leh!

den when I came back after dinner, excitedly wanna blog it out, I bluetoothed those pictures to my laptop. I marked those pic and bluetoothed.

normally, this bluetooth works. but not today. It dint. and instead of unmarking all, I deleted them.

FUCK

then I couldnt find it in my laptop.

DOUBLE FUCK

aih.. so frust i dunno what to do! i thought it just got sent to other hidden folder in my lappie but search attempt couldnt find a shit... sigh...

the last time i lost another pretty shot were last year's hari raya..

how many times will i have the hari raya chance where im in malaysia, and families around, visiting a look out point in ampang, and have middle eastern dinner? how many times?

once. is that answer... even if it does have twice, thrice, it wont be the same... :((((

famous international sport person cum celebrity ok! how many person can be so lucky?

fine... no luck in blogging bout beckham. no luck my blog would be as famous as cheesie, kenny sia or xiaxue..

i write sucky blog, sucky pictures, sucky english, sucky of everything... my blog dont even look nice...

still... one last hope...

I still have a close up pic with WONG CHOON HAN

famous badminton player of Malaysia. In my flight back from Korea after his Korea Open Tournament...

Im proud to be a crew.. :DDDDD

Happy New Year!!

Happy New Year!!!!

*imagine fireworks popping out of your screen* magic huh?

So how did I celebrate my new year?

yes, in the airport. waiting to board flight KE 672 to Seoul.

While my friends celebrated in putrajaya and the curve. :(

Im still lucky im SINGLE now... otherwise, im sure i'll cry when my beloved is out celebrating while i sulk in the airport and flight... phew...

cos somebody did.. you wont know who if i tell anyway... but she's a crew too, same fate as me, only - not single...

And guess what?

I have flu and cough for new year too... huhuhuhuhu... should i laugh or cry?
So i spent the whole day after flight SLEEPING... from 10 am till 8pm... now, im fully awake, though I am going to bed again soon cos I took some medicine. which the doc said it's not going to be drowsy but i do feel a lil sleepy... hmm.. is it me or the med?

I have a delayed blog, thought I'd blog it out here in korea, I even brought my transfer cable and laptop to here. since i was sooo busy at home... but then. im sick... I dint even go to sauna! It has been 2 weeks since i went, kinda miss it, but im afraid I'll catch more cold there.. so I skipped it this time.. maybe after paris?

And the weather is -7c this morning... I wonder how bout paris? shall I go out? Hope i am well to do so...

so tata! and hello PARIS!!!!

tired tired tired!

SIGH!!!!!

Schedule just out and guess what, I have 2 more Atlantas to go!! dont they have better places for me to fly? do you know how tiring atlanta is? god!!

Summore day off like freaking little, as in come back tonight tomorrow fly again! I cant even rest well, to say im freaking tired lately after each flight. Normally, (if u view my old postings) i can still be energetic and stuff after a long flight but now, I cant even make it to remove my makeup at times. just need to take at least 3 hour break before getting up and take a shower... sob sob...

Im really trying to stay strong here...

just looking forward to paris...

merry xmas... and happy chinese winter festival (goh tung, tang yuen?)...

Bored....

3 repeated CSI:NY, 3 repeated CSI:MIAMI... 3 repeated movies... all in a day. All from cable tv AXN...

aih... so boring in the hotel. alone. no friends around...

ever since october, poeple especially all my besties and batchmates left this job. leaving 5 of us. which means chances to meet up harder. making me so bored and lonely...

when i started working, its either i meet one of my friends in the same flight or same day off in seoul.. so i dont feel bored.. and get fatter too... :P cos since friend's here dinner are more of the luxurious choices... korean bbq.. my fav...

and constant late night snacks cos you'll be chatting up till midnight.. or trips to downtown shopping, where i'll spend all my fortune on i-dunno-what stuffs...

another reason for a constant emo me cos no one to complain and gossip stuffs.. futhermore, ever since october, i've been working like coolies.. darn hectic schedule.. and a repeated one... like 3 time chicago, 2 time frankfurt and another 2 atlanta... boring aint it...

tired of it... esp when atlanta is a 15 hours flight... sigh..

and as a junior, there's no leave allowance, and no priorities for day offs on special days like chinese new year, christmas, and birthdays....

IT'S SO UNFAIR!!!

people get to go paris and london and i have TWO atlanta!!! argh...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-f**k korean air-

Tired...

Sometimes, i just get tired of flying.. that feeling of have to work again.. make me go grrrr... i dont know how to describe.. but just.. GRRRR.... other than looking forward to new places to fly, i really have no other meaning of flying.. you have to smile all the time, stand for so long, be neat, clean the lavatories, listen to those stupid koreans who cant speak a simple english at all, and the worse, face the korean crews, some gives you faces to see, some purposely scold you for some minor stuff, just because they hate regional stewardess crew, some smile and be sooo damn sweet in front of you but report you at the back, or complain to our senior...

i used to at least look forward to day offs... but since october somehow this stupid company wanna kill us, by giving only 2-3 days off between long flights, its really tiring you know.. at least with longer day off, i can plan stuff.. than cant do anything nor go anywhere.. imagine touched down in klia at 12am, reach home at 2, unpack, clean up and some loitering and the time pass so quickly, by the time i retire to bed, its 5am..

wake up at least by noon cos im so tired with the flight, have some lunch, maybe sit in front of the tv, or laptop, or so some reading and its.. evening.. not to say i need to rush my laundry cos day off is so little, my uniforms have to dry quick enough for me to iron and get it ready for the next long flight. SIGH..... i dont think a sigh can help me now... i just feel so down..

today's flight was actually ok... till after touch down... something happened that made me so unhappy.. i mean i was happy today cos i got to enter the cockpit area (where the pilots are? where they have all the controls that fly the plane? any idea?) it was my first time, ever since i work.. so so excited.. i mean it was cool... but everything gone cos of that stupid bossy korean bitch.

there she was accusing me and my another senior, M, for eating her business class appetiser, when we did not! it wasnt even M's fault for all i did was, during meal time, a korean senior (A) put out a plate of food, looks interesting.. at first i thought she got it for the passenger, but then she left it there, so i ask her is this for crew, but she said "no, its for the purser" konon-konon wanna "polish" the purser's shoes laaa.. so i finished my food without touching that piece of appetiser. and fyi my purser today was a petite person, but she got offered a plate of that thing, a bowl of noodle, and another plate of rice with chicken. CAN SHE EAT THAT MUCH?? she even ate M's meal, so M have to get her meal from another galley...!

but later on, we found out senior (B) actually went to complain to my super senior (who wasnt on duty tonight, just travelling as passenger) , that either me or M had actually ate the appetiser, without asking her. and it seems that they did not have enough appetiser that day for the passenger and there we went to eat that.

ARE WE THE REGIONAL STEWARDESS AS THEY CALLED, SO BARBARIC HUNGRY? NO BRAIN TO HAVE PASSENGER'S FOOD?

and i saw the purser ate it!!! now this is one thing about koreans that you should know. when they complain, they L-O-V-E to complain to a person in the higher position. they never confront you and they will still treat you nicely, smiley faces but behind you, they like to add salt and pepper to their complains and they complain just anything and everything. and they fucking cant speak a single english, but blame us for we cant speak proper korean. HELLO?

M wasnt happy tonight, maybe after so long working, she's had it. enough of those back stabbing attitude. this is not the first time, to M or even me, who just started working for 3 months, to say M who work longer than me. so we went to ask that korean bitch, in front of the purser, and there she was trying to change the subject, this time not us eating but either 1 of us ASKED for it. But her english was terrible, so Korean Bitch C helped her to argue with us, with her terrible english... saying that cos we dint admit, does that mean she's lying and also additionally blame us for another thing! and she couldn't even tell who "ate" the appetiser! the thing is, i ASKED senior A, is that food for crew, not eating it. but senior B said we ate it, and now I AM the one asking but she blamed on M as well cos she dint recognise who. but the person i asked that question, was SENIOR A, not B, so it did mean that that A just told B about it and B the bitch just take the chance to complain about us. cos we did a good job tonight, no mistake, nothing, so she wasnt happy there's nothing to complain so she work out something to complain! KOREANS!!!!!!

Well, the "fight" took place in the aerotrain, where there's some passenger around and B felt ashamed cos it happen in front of the passenger and the purser she tried to "polish". She ran after us and this time, confront us that M has an attitude problem for speaking so loudly at us. but i believe bitch C spoke even louder then... so M appologize, but B felt it wasnt sincere so she tried to frighten us with

" do you want to work in this company forever" huh?

NO!!

M said "i can resign anytime" oh i love that.. you cant scare us bitch!

making B speechless.. this time, senior A came over, accused that she saw M taking a snack out of her business class cart without asking. it was actually me, again.. but they blame M cos M was talking back to her and making "attitudes" so, i felt guilty. cos it was me, who open her cart and took a small bag of chips out. But hey! we are landing, passenger dint eat that dint they? and she did offered me 1 just now! it was nice, so i thought i'll have another! that normally is ok, except this flight. if i know, i wouldnt even touch... koreans, gotta be careful with them... really...

see.. just a quick blog and its already 4am, i havent unpack.. not even clean up... what time can i make it to bed?

Being 21

Is being 21 considered old? i mean... i dont feel the old thing like some other people but i've been seeing kids around... everywhere! gosh...

for example, was shopping around in the mall, so happen a good looking BOY passed by... first thought... wow cutie.. 2nd thought... he looks young... :( wahhhh.... i wanna cry by thinking of that!

another example was during the previous flight so happens the aisle i was on duty had this good looking korean... BOY... well i seldom get to see a cute looking korean, with good english speaking.. really... truly... and so happens this guy keep asking me stuff cos he's not happy with his seat... (economy class, full passenger flight.. tight space between seats) kept asking me if there's any empty seat, how to get a emergency exit seat and also coke... kids just loves coke aint they? (read previous blog entry-annoying passengers) ok so he's cool, good looking, good english speaking, im suspecting him an overseas student... but SADLY... he looks young...

well, you might say, guy can look young but he might be older than he looks, dont judge a book by its cover... bla bla bla.. but he really acts like one! and maybe you might think i should have ask him or talk to him... but i have many reason for not doing so... though i would love to... anyway.. after flight, i went to get my bag (so happen i check in my bag that day) and happen he was there to... he saw me passed by, gave me a nod... hmmm... *dreamy*

oh ok... the next thing that makes me think 21 is old, is i've been noticing a lot of young kids in friendster lately.. they would view my profile, or try to add me... i do remember that you are not allowed to join friendster last time if ur under 18... what happen to that rule? though i know... u can cheat on the age when you register... (i did that... but i was 17! not 14-15...) ok so you'd say why not make ur profile private if you dont like kids viewing them? but what's the use of beutifiying ur profile and uploading picture that take hours to upload cos malaysia internet line is so damn slow... i mean im complaining as im getting disapointed that kids are viewing me now, not some "potential" guy.. (and good looking one are normally taken nowadays).. call me desperate... i dont care! cos i prefer ADULTS viewing me.. not kiddos...

The single life goes on...

Another long time that i've stop blogging.. not that i have tired of blogging or nothing to blog, in fact i always have something i wanna blog on. but when i log on to blogger, i just felt lazy to start typing...

So bringing myself to type now is a real hard work for me.. hehe..

I actually have another blog post, about my 2 weeks trips to London and LA.. mostly photos actually... i've loaded those pic half way but the line is so slow here, my mood to blog just gone after a while... so i saved the blog.. till now.. and you see, since im so lazy to even type, i am even lazier to reduce the size of those photos (1mb each) using photoshop as im still using 512 DDR RAM so my laptop is just so lagging whenever i open photoshop. This include i have used most of my hard disk space here (60GB) downloading dramas and movies so everything is lagging...! line, ram, hard disk, me... thus the main point: big sizes photos tend to load up slower and errors occur half way so i have to upload it again, taking my time and mood away...

Im dumb in blogger, so is there actually a way to load up photos faster? you know, using other softwares or website....?

See... just some reason for not blogging i can brag so long... well nothing much actually tonight... MC (high schoolmate) called me to watch movie with her so i went.. watch some silly chinese comedy... i forgot the name... something 7 something... then join KW (another schoolmate) for some chatting sessions.. stopped by 7-11, got each of us a drink and mc drove us up a housing area, near to my house... well the fact is its a hill with a row of houses facing the garden i lived in. Normally a hot spot for love birds (romantic la, konon) and police coming over to disturb them... talk around till 2am...

that "hill-top" view where we were loitering.. my house's over the right.. cant see in this pic

mc's hand: trying to block me taking that view...

ehem... normally by 12am and im not home, mum will start calling.. (yes, i still have curfew) but today somehow i got an exception and im out till 2am... when i got home, everybody's asleep.. but i guess there'll be naggings tomorrow... or maybe cos today i've help around the house a bit (u know, sweeping, mopping, cooking, folding the laundries... which i normally tried to aviod it as much as possible...) so mum's mood is better... i dunno... in mood today to do some work... voluntarily... :D

hey, i even make lunch for my sis and bro ( porridge with some pickled radish i bought from korea and chinese sausages) and made caramel pudding for dessert! i dunno what got into me today... hahaha...

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since i started, dont stop... went KL last weekend... fish had planned my weekend, since she's not busy with events lately...

Friday: Reach KL by 3pm, meet Candice, where we went to the main office together for some stuff, then jam all the way to mid valley for dinner... and we've forgotten puasa has started, so every restaurant's full or long queue... so we ended up eating in delifrance... IT SUCKS!

view from the place we parked: no, actually we paid the jockey in cititel to park cos we were lazy to look for 1..

i ordered seafood lasagna, since i dint have that so long... mushroom soup and a glass of cafe mocha. First, the soup:

watery, although the taste is ok, and the garlic bread that came with it, i guess was just a small piece of baguette spread with garlic butter and toasted. Next, the cafe mocha. Read: CAFE MOCHA...

but it was totally nescafe with less sugar. no mocha at all.. and it cost me RM8 for that glass. Then the main, seafood lasagna:

Oh My God! what kind of pasta is that?! i dont taste any seafood in it, the pasta's sweet with sweet tomato sauce and heavy onion and worse, so stingy on the cheese, I couldn't even taste any! dont say smell.. gosh... my appetite totally lost after a few bites...

then i went back to fish's place to meet her and went for a movie in Cineleisure, The Brave One... it's really nice and since its 18pl, some violent and swearings and kissing part weren't cut away... other than those wounds looking fake... oh before that, we went to Italianies for dinner again. How i wished i dint eat or order in delifrance, italianies seafood lasagna's totally waaaaaayyy better than delifrance right? but since i was full, i ordered creme bu le while they have their dinner... and a REALLY nice CAFE MOCHA. damn.....

yummy creme bu le

We sat down for a beer after movie and went home.

Saturday: Got up at 8.30, cos fish booked a mani and pedi session in pj new town. Its only 25 for mani and 35 for pedi, with designs, so we just thought lets try it out. And we slept at 5 am cos fish was watching desperate housewives 3 that i brought for her while i was listening to her watching while closing my eyes... boleh tak?

well, the mani pedi wasnt good at all. there's only 1 person doing both of our nails and she wasnt professional at all. all the tools were like she got it from watsons or guardian or sasa, and the colors she uses are those amateurs brand... it took us 3 hours (normally maybe an hour per person?) we thought we could still have time to go home for a little nap before going out again but well, she took our nap time...

and to start complaining, lets make it a detailed one. i choosed a sweet pink color with its design as well for both my fingers and toes, but guess what, the color was finishing. so she tried put that pink on my fingernails. while she's doing my toe nails, my fingernails dried and the result wasnt nice. the color somehow caught air bubbles in it and so she had to remove it. then she changed my color to fuchia pink. ok fine. then she painted the wrong design on my toes. I kept quiet since it was nice too. then after that she had to repaint my fingernails. It dint dry quick enough so when i reach home, it was RUINED. so i have to remove it. RM25 wasted.

the toe nails remained, till the next day, somehow i dont know where i knocked, one of my nail chipped. so i have to remove it too. RM35 wasted. including 3 hours spent there.

DO NOT GO TO AMATEURS MANICURIST NEXT TIME!!

Ok, then we rushed to One Utama, fish wanna get a top for tonight, we have a buka puasa dinner in Eden Chulan Square and a birthday party in Bangsar later.. but we went for a hair cut first. I had a hair wash and trimmed my hair, where the saloon was very busy that day, so it took a long time again. we were late. where in that saloon, i met Jason's mom and we chat a lil and i did a lil business: got her a hair clip from korea: it was cheaper than the one we saw in KL the other time, imported from korea too it seems...

nice? SOLD!

then we manages to get a little time to meet diyana, our college friend, staying near 1U... and really rushed the last 10 minutes to get a top and took a cab home! buka puasa at 7.30. time then was 7. And i bought a belt and top while fish got a top... oh im so spendrift! HELP!!

wanna buy this dress, but it cost too much... RM200+... sigh...

After a late buka puasa, we went to bangsar, where there's a birthday party and i had a little "good time"... which i dint wanna elaborate here.. ;)

Sunday: Woke up around 11am, drowsy and hangover from last night's beer, packed and went to flea market in amcorp mall with fish before taking the train home... it might be caused by the raya rush or puasa thing, everywhere is crowded... including the trains...

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