Officially 21...

The long awaited 21st birthday is over... my next excited celebration? maybe 30th? you know, it represent that I had existed in this world for 3 decades! and during then, im sure i had achieved something in life that i could share on...? But then again, people dragged about being 30.. Should I be excited?



Anyway, so what is with 21st? It may mark that I can officially enter a club in Malaysia. No need fake ids or winking at the bouncer or afraid of raids.. but its either im "old" enough to not feel excited or im immunised to not celebrating my birthdays over the years, I am not excited about it... But to those who had celebrated my birthday with me this year, nevertheless I am very grateful and thankful and whatever full...



compared to some people who organized parties for their 21st, me for one did not... :( would love to but thinking of everybody that i would love to invite couldnt be here (im in seremban, friends mostly in KL, plus some overseas studying and flying), plus me constantly flying as well, no time... i just have lots of reasons if u ask...


anyway... compared again, to all my 21 times birthdays, these few years after high school I had the best celebration... maybe cos as u grew older, getting extra pocket money to spend, birthdays get better... though it was because most of the years i did not celebrate... dunno why...


Well, to say, I had my nice first candlelight dinner with my first guy on 18... yes it is (call me a loser, nerd, weird… I don’t care!), i was so happy i kept the RM60 receipt in my diary... [=_="] ;



Then, a wicked-drunked celebration on 20…

I dont excactly remember doing this...
nor attempting to kiss him...

For this year, celebrations were divided into a few… family celebrated for me with a simple cappuccino cake daddy bought…

My cake!

Admiring it before eating...

daddy singing birthday song to me..

make a wish, make a wish...

*** i wish all the bitches im thinking now die of heart attack!!!***

cut the cake!

my candles melted cos i was making a hard wish...

***all the bitches im thinking now DIE!!***

just posing...

lil sis

daddy... eat slowly lar!

lil bro...

grams.. she dint eat that.. she said she'd brushed her teeth... so i asked her to pose!!

and meee.....

Fish celebrated my birthday in Magical Theatre Sunway… although it was only 2 of us.. cos everybody ffk… but there were also fish’s cousin Fabian, who were dj-ing there and the manager who bought me a Lamborghini.. trust me… it was my first… I never dared to try it b4.. call me a chicken.. but to my disappointment, I felt… nothing… *cheh... *

*** magic, make all the bitches im thinking now die of heart attack!!!***

thats the manager...

watch me drink... its freaking lame and dark environment... so either watch it or skip it!

Finally… Stacey drove all the way down from KL to buy me lunch… well though it was only Secret Recipe, she DROVE all the way to buy me that lunch! Should be grateful… thanks babe!

food!

yum...

my darling stacey..

AND I GOT A CARD TOO!!!

Not to forget… I GOT GREAT PRESENTS THIS YEAR!!

Well, every year i will write a list of what I want for my birthday (lame i know..) and this 2 years, i posted them in my blog... excited laaa.. but then, every year ended in disspointment cos i dint get anything i wanted from my list.... but this year is different.. I really did get what i listed!

I GOT AN IPOD SHUFFLE!!!

I got the rubber covers and wire curl thingy too!

nice not?

cun not?

woo hoo!! well, guess who gave it? my first ex... ok somehow we had a big argument after breaking up 2 years ago- that kept us out of contact.. and then somehow he found out i was single again (duh... i was posting and spreading the news everywhere like really desperado..) he read my blog, and got to know i became a stewardess... so he asked me to help him get an ipod from US and since im helping him, why not help myself with my shuffle? hehehe... *happeeeee*

ok so i didnt get the engraving done, cos you only can do it online, but apple.com dont ship orders to malaysia... so no engraved happy birthday message on it... but who knows... i might get it engraved somewhere else... hehehe..

okok.. only 1? well... im still waiting for some reeeeaaally late postponed presents.. i heard some1 is getting me a DKNY... and a... lamp shade? hmmm... hey.. at least im getting presents... ;-)

oh not to forget, Stacey got me a spagetti top from bali too...

Hmmm… So I heard each cake u get every birthday means you can live another year longer? Is that true? Than I shall ask for more cakes every year? Shall I?

ps: blog posted in an emo state of mind... and im still keeping that wish.

"make all the bitches im thinking now die of heart attack!!!"

~ owh you so know who you are!!~

Picture of the day

Forced my bro to put on the mask (so i can finish it asap and buy new mask, ) and took a pic... hey its for his own good also! at least his face get to be pretty... :p

Another One..

Another scar on my hand... and i have no idea where i got it... all i know was it was a lil stingy and bleeds a lot.. and a large piece of my epidermis peeled off..

sigh.. stewardess is not an easy job.. ever since i work (just a few months) and scars have been appearing on my hands.. deep scars.. nails had been chapping.. i never once get to grow my nails evenly... and dry hands, a sure thing for stewardess... cos the air is so dry in the cabin... you really have to be hardworking putting lotions on your hand... and everywhere...

i used to be a lazy person... (i still am now) i never apply lotion at all... but then nowadays, to get ready to work, i have to do it extra early cos i have to put lotion here, moisturiser there..

anyway... I finally get to eat my seafood platter!!!


Its one of the meal choice for Korea-KL flights.. seafood or chicken. I've always been on duty for the past few months so every crew meal time, seafood is finished and i have to eat chicken. I'M BORED OF IT!!

So finally yesterday I wasn't on duty so i get to choose my meal... :) SEAFOOD!!

blah!

hehehe... added a few widgets on my column.. nth much... pictures, my monthly schedule (i copied the idea from someone's blog - copycat!) and also some blogs from ppl i know and kinda know existed... some are interestingly interesting some are just - normal for me...

anyway just return from Frankfurt... shall have the pics posted soon enough.. i hope.. :)

Freaking tired... really really wanna go nap but this internet speed just kept me glued to my laptop... aint enough yet.. like wanna do lots of things, surf lots of sites and stuff... though i did dosed off a few times on the chair... and i havent pack my stuff for tomorrow yet... aikz.. start moving Alison!!!!!

Tired...

Sometimes, i just get tired of flying.. that feeling of have to work again.. make me go grrrr... i dont know how to describe.. but just.. GRRRR.... other than looking forward to new places to fly, i really have no other meaning of flying.. you have to smile all the time, stand for so long, be neat, clean the lavatories, listen to those stupid koreans who cant speak a simple english at all, and the worse, face the korean crews, some gives you faces to see, some purposely scold you for some minor stuff, just because they hate regional stewardess crew, some smile and be sooo damn sweet in front of you but report you at the back, or complain to our senior...

i used to at least look forward to day offs... but since october somehow this stupid company wanna kill us, by giving only 2-3 days off between long flights, its really tiring you know.. at least with longer day off, i can plan stuff.. than cant do anything nor go anywhere.. imagine touched down in klia at 12am, reach home at 2, unpack, clean up and some loitering and the time pass so quickly, by the time i retire to bed, its 5am..

wake up at least by noon cos im so tired with the flight, have some lunch, maybe sit in front of the tv, or laptop, or so some reading and its.. evening.. not to say i need to rush my laundry cos day off is so little, my uniforms have to dry quick enough for me to iron and get it ready for the next long flight. SIGH..... i dont think a sigh can help me now... i just feel so down..

today's flight was actually ok... till after touch down... something happened that made me so unhappy.. i mean i was happy today cos i got to enter the cockpit area (where the pilots are? where they have all the controls that fly the plane? any idea?) it was my first time, ever since i work.. so so excited.. i mean it was cool... but everything gone cos of that stupid bossy korean bitch.

there she was accusing me and my another senior, M, for eating her business class appetiser, when we did not! it wasnt even M's fault for all i did was, during meal time, a korean senior (A) put out a plate of food, looks interesting.. at first i thought she got it for the passenger, but then she left it there, so i ask her is this for crew, but she said "no, its for the purser" konon-konon wanna "polish" the purser's shoes laaa.. so i finished my food without touching that piece of appetiser. and fyi my purser today was a petite person, but she got offered a plate of that thing, a bowl of noodle, and another plate of rice with chicken. CAN SHE EAT THAT MUCH?? she even ate M's meal, so M have to get her meal from another galley...!

but later on, we found out senior (B) actually went to complain to my super senior (who wasnt on duty tonight, just travelling as passenger) , that either me or M had actually ate the appetiser, without asking her. and it seems that they did not have enough appetiser that day for the passenger and there we went to eat that.

ARE WE THE REGIONAL STEWARDESS AS THEY CALLED, SO BARBARIC HUNGRY? NO BRAIN TO HAVE PASSENGER'S FOOD?

and i saw the purser ate it!!! now this is one thing about koreans that you should know. when they complain, they L-O-V-E to complain to a person in the higher position. they never confront you and they will still treat you nicely, smiley faces but behind you, they like to add salt and pepper to their complains and they complain just anything and everything. and they fucking cant speak a single english, but blame us for we cant speak proper korean. HELLO?

M wasnt happy tonight, maybe after so long working, she's had it. enough of those back stabbing attitude. this is not the first time, to M or even me, who just started working for 3 months, to say M who work longer than me. so we went to ask that korean bitch, in front of the purser, and there she was trying to change the subject, this time not us eating but either 1 of us ASKED for it. But her english was terrible, so Korean Bitch C helped her to argue with us, with her terrible english... saying that cos we dint admit, does that mean she's lying and also additionally blame us for another thing! and she couldn't even tell who "ate" the appetiser! the thing is, i ASKED senior A, is that food for crew, not eating it. but senior B said we ate it, and now I AM the one asking but she blamed on M as well cos she dint recognise who. but the person i asked that question, was SENIOR A, not B, so it did mean that that A just told B about it and B the bitch just take the chance to complain about us. cos we did a good job tonight, no mistake, nothing, so she wasnt happy there's nothing to complain so she work out something to complain! KOREANS!!!!!!

Well, the "fight" took place in the aerotrain, where there's some passenger around and B felt ashamed cos it happen in front of the passenger and the purser she tried to "polish". She ran after us and this time, confront us that M has an attitude problem for speaking so loudly at us. but i believe bitch C spoke even louder then... so M appologize, but B felt it wasnt sincere so she tried to frighten us with

" do you want to work in this company forever" huh?

NO!!

M said "i can resign anytime" oh i love that.. you cant scare us bitch!

making B speechless.. this time, senior A came over, accused that she saw M taking a snack out of her business class cart without asking. it was actually me, again.. but they blame M cos M was talking back to her and making "attitudes" so, i felt guilty. cos it was me, who open her cart and took a small bag of chips out. But hey! we are landing, passenger dint eat that dint they? and she did offered me 1 just now! it was nice, so i thought i'll have another! that normally is ok, except this flight. if i know, i wouldnt even touch... koreans, gotta be careful with them... really...

see.. just a quick blog and its already 4am, i havent unpack.. not even clean up... what time can i make it to bed?