A Selfish Bitch

Ok. Emo gone, post deleted. I was damn emo ok? PMS + headache is not the time to meet Alison.

Scars!!! again...

YOH........ i broke my fingernails again. Damn deep lor.. Was palnning to go do manicure this weekend... :((

oh well, go pedicure instead... :P

Also scratched another scar on my hand :(((((

damn sad ok! :((((

sigh... i've been complaining sooooooo many times i dont even bother taking pics to show dy.. I think u guys reading also muak with those ugly scars...

sigh...

some one please sayang me back... :( sobsob...

What had waitressing in the air done to me?

Chipped nails...

until its soooooo deep that my sensitive skin exposed.

Not only one finger... all of them!! chapped, chipped, broken, blunt, uneven... u name it i have it!!

next...

scars....

that dark red on the left, new mark from accidently kicking the push cart last flight.

the drying mark on the right, my OWN heavy luggage fell on it. A week ago...

my pinky toe nail: I had on those expensive and pretty pedicure done and look what the cabin shoe done to it?

and the skins... cracked skins, harden reddish skin... results of the shoes as well...

:((((((

thank you for your concern...

tired tired tired!

SIGH!!!!!

Schedule just out and guess what, I have 2 more Atlantas to go!! dont they have better places for me to fly? do you know how tiring atlanta is? god!!

Summore day off like freaking little, as in come back tonight tomorrow fly again! I cant even rest well, to say im freaking tired lately after each flight. Normally, (if u view my old postings) i can still be energetic and stuff after a long flight but now, I cant even make it to remove my makeup at times. just need to take at least 3 hour break before getting up and take a shower... sob sob...

Im really trying to stay strong here...

just looking forward to paris...

merry xmas... and happy chinese winter festival (goh tung, tang yuen?)...

Another One..

Another scar on my hand... and i have no idea where i got it... all i know was it was a lil stingy and bleeds a lot.. and a large piece of my epidermis peeled off..

sigh.. stewardess is not an easy job.. ever since i work (just a few months) and scars have been appearing on my hands.. deep scars.. nails had been chapping.. i never once get to grow my nails evenly... and dry hands, a sure thing for stewardess... cos the air is so dry in the cabin... you really have to be hardworking putting lotions on your hand... and everywhere...

i used to be a lazy person... (i still am now) i never apply lotion at all... but then nowadays, to get ready to work, i have to do it extra early cos i have to put lotion here, moisturiser there..

anyway... I finally get to eat my seafood platter!!!


Its one of the meal choice for Korea-KL flights.. seafood or chicken. I've always been on duty for the past few months so every crew meal time, seafood is finished and i have to eat chicken. I'M BORED OF IT!!

So finally yesterday I wasn't on duty so i get to choose my meal... :) SEAFOOD!!