F*ck Mother's Day... >(

He post a picture of happy mother's day in his wechat moments.. and in his fb... >( this kind of social wannabe, potraying such a good person la wishing everyone HMD..

HE DIDNT WISHED ME OR HIS MOTHER LOR... WTF

Im not pissed he didnt wish lar, 3rd year already... but Im pissed him demanding me like a MAID...

Bell is sitting on the table with him, eating hotdogs, and he sat there with her watching his ipad, and I sitting on the sofa mending my things (tv) and he can demand me to get a cup of water to bell... Why cant he move a bit and get it???

Ipad dramas can be paused but no, im the maid!

Sommore MOTHER'S DAY I toast bread and made milo for him ... not the other way round meh!!! 
I willing do so if its been ask nicely, not demanding like a maid!!!! >(   #sopissed
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He ask me to call unifi and ask how long more the contract for taming, WHY CANT HE CALL IT HIMSELF??? how hard to call 100 and press BAHASA MALAYSIA??

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Night time BIL ask to join for dinner, since I didnt go back seremban to celebrate with my mum, and so we went.. I took out my ipad for bell, but I played a bit of games first before passing to bell, and he can sternly warn me not to play such things there???? is it illegal to play games?? Its cooking dash!!! WTF? He read his soccer news can???

and the whole dinner he is so pissed looking.. he didnt even want to order food!

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We cannot talk nice conversations anymore, its either he turn the topic to make it his point, or just annoy/irritated I've talked.

What have I done wrong???

I told him I need to go times square and he can forget about it and wanted to yumcha with a property agent, then I was just telling him there is a nice new cafe open near us, we shall go visit it sometime and he got pissed WTF

In the end I go Times Square didnt get my things, I have to accompany him to buy his slippers WTF

ALL HE WINS LA!! 

Random wechat FLIRTERS WTF

How should I start... I am pissed..

This is not the first time. Caught him once wechat FLIRTING with the china masseuse (but from the conversation the masseuse just want business, since he is not in China = no biz = no layan... ) fine~ i kept quiet

(googled: and if hangky panky happen in massage center, heavy fine and passport blacklist if caught *thumbs up*)

I noticed something weird these two days.. he will quickly close the chat when he saw me approch.. like hiding something.. Although its written in Chinese, I am sure they are not talking business.. :(

So choice: Ignore or check. Ignore it as a normal chit chat. Perhaps he want to destress.. As long as he brings in the meat and not get caught by me... ignore.......................

But... I cant do it..

"Sikit sikit lama lama jadi bukit" Normal chit chat now.. Yes random person(but FEMALE!).. who knows later chat till enter the head, flirting become infatuation and they plan to meet up?  What happen next? And who knows where is the location of this chatters? He have to work outstation every month.. few outstations.. and overseas trips.. his brother who follows him overseas may or may not know about it. And just say if it happens and BIL knows and dont tell me how???? Who knows where he will meet some random strangers and till what extend? hotel rooms is not expensive nowadays... I've seen much true stories.. Say outstation but actually gone holiday with lovers, or lovers follow along in business trips.

Prevention is better than cure~~ there no cure for this anyway..

You see, we are in a business. But we are not rich. When you have more income, you wanna live better, you want a better car, a better house, better school for the kids.. better food, better clothes and shoe to be on par with the business "expats". But because we are in business, its it is always better to be safe and have some backup of $ and so, entertainment towards me and the kids is lesser(i mean expensive holidays) and his reason is "gotta work or else no income".. "gotta keep some $ cos economy is low" "kids is still too young to travel far"

I trust him, I pitied him, I made myself to save...But what if those "extra" income is used to entertain lovers?

I regret everly forever.

I help him to work with low pay. Yes, I have no commitment, and he brings in the meat. But low pay really makes me insecure. And I dont have much savings to survive... What if D day suddenly comes (touch wood)?? but what if? How do I survive when I cant even afford to buy a house?

What job am I capable of?? Everything have to be restarted.. and you need lotsa $$ and support to do so isnt it?


So free to chat with random strangers, why not help me with the house chores? Wash the clothes/fold the clothes and clean the dishes and mop the floor la! Why should I be the one doing it?

And he wanna win over this situation!! Like I dont know his strategy already!

he was like "why cannot just chat with friends is it?"

THEY ARE RANDOM PEOPLE! NOT FRIENDS YET! DONT EVEN KNOW HIS NAME!!

Means if I quietly allow him to chat with friends, means its a green light to continue "random chatting" ????

So if he does that, can I random chat with guys randomly too?? No? And he said I also no give him face and chat with guys..

COME CHECK MY PHONE... WHICH GUY I FLIRT WITH NOW?? I DELETE NO CONVERSATIONS UNLIKE YOU!!!

To double confirm, I checked my whatsapp.. WM is elaine's husband, who needed to rant his feeling about elaine.

CY is someone else husband too! And cos he said he got pass by the office so he want to invite me lunch, which I have declined.

JW just wished me for bday and CNY..

WHO AM I FLIRTING WITH NOW???

98% of my chat are FEMALES..now how, wanna say im LESBIAN Mou??????!!!!

Who is trying to phyco who now??

bloody asshole!!

I am going to koh samui, and I am spending his money. Who cares!

Little Annoying Things #6

Many things happened lately... on MIL, FIL and BIL It'll be a looooooooooooooooong story to tell here.. lol..

Anyway, that annoying thing that made me snap yesterday... When I must do the work and must do it quick when commanded.

Everyone is so into the HK drama now (Empress of China) and Annabell (whom having mild-recurring fever this few days) is feverish again.. at the most kancheong time!

CHING EE MUST GIVE MEDICINE IMMEDIATELY

Why only me? Your son cannot go?? YOU Cannot go..???? its at the kitchen only what.. I MUST GO RIGHT AWAY??? 

So I snapped!!

I just say can I give her the meds after this drama? Its just another 15minutes left! And there is no advertisement in between! Why must ONLY ME sacrify the most kan-cheong part of the drama? Another 15minutes wont kill!! (its not emergency situation what)

And YOU of all people get to rewatch the drama again and again the WHOLE DAY NEXT DAY!!!! 

I doubt I have time... So much to do and nobody help...

But in return I got scolding from Henry. What the fuck??

Henry said I should just reply "wait" but dont he know his mom by now??? the reply "wait" is not gonna shut her mouth! She keep commanding until I go! If I dont go henry also unhappy! Because I didnt listen to his MOTHER!

Im sooooooooooooooooooo PISSED!!! 

You scold my girl "Chipet" I didnt scold you what. So many times ady and I kept quiet!

EMo! Angry!!! ARRRGHHGHHGHHHH!!!

Facebook force me to use time line..... Fine... so I wanna add a nice picture of the latest me as cover.. and I had NONE!!!!! Latest pic of me, CNY! or self shot pic that I feel my face too wide! I have no nice picture taken lately.... how sad....

T_T

I know I shouldn't keep thinking negative.. but I don't know... I keep having negative thoughts!

I just don't feel like going to ching ming in Pahang tomorrow... I wanna stay home and sleep! Stay home and do nothing..!!  can or not?

I do not want to see the same face I hate to see now. Everyday see.. Sunday also have to see... Irritating, Annoying Unreasonable 30 year old kiddo...! WTF! Got u say no I say! ARGH!!!

I wanna go away!!!!!!!!

Weekend~

I watched all the season finale of my favourite American dramas on Saturday... =D  (GG, OTH, DH... TVD ady watch) yeah I know I am so late to catch up but yeah I was that busy.... kinda...

I went back to Seremban finally, after near 2 months. Yes Seremban is near Kajang, but this is the only weekend I get to have Saturday and Sunday off.. ;) or just tad too lazy to go back cos I rather spend my only Sunday chillax... =P

Though I did not achive a 40 visits this 1-10th (some extra $ incentive if I do) but I kinda got no more mojo when I know the yellow rally will affect everywhere... :(

Yet this 2 days was just too short and not enough for me to start a layout scrapbooking or a little bit of knitting, I wanted to knit my own sun hat and some baby booties for Soo's new born baby girl~ can't wait for her to stop by KL and meet her... I hope...

Also didn't have the "time" to edit my Macau-Zhuhai-Shenzhen pictures.. (mostly Macau, cos I stoped taking pictures in mainland due to excessive window shopping and shopping =P

Mr Hubby went pms just now for I did my laundry late at night and ask him to help me to hang it up... He don't get it why I love doing laundry at night.. But I have my reason... the sun here is limited due to condo blocks so if I do my laundry early morning Im afraid it won't be dry enough by evening.... So doing laundry at night, the clothes are like 40% drier by morning... at least I done my laundry at night I don't have to wake up earlier to do it in the morning = more sleep...

And Hubby was like "why can't you do it in the weekend??" like hello, I have to work on Saturdays, and if Sunday I would love to got some sleep in than stressing to wake up by the alarm just to do laundry.. And these 2 days weather was a bit cookoo... I wanted to wash the bedsheets.. It's already 2 months and its starting to have.. "nice" smells.. =(  And I just can't only do laundrys on weekends? I might have to clean the room, do ironing (though thank goodness I din't have to this weekend) Not that I have maid to help me... >( and not that YOU will help... >( >( Mr.Un-appreciate!!

Anyway.. enough of complains about Mr Hubby.. time to sleep.. hope to be able to leave office early the whole next week and start editing picture to blog and post.. T__T

A Selfish Bitch

Ok. Emo gone, post deleted. I was damn emo ok? PMS + headache is not the time to meet Alison.

geram!

ish............ geramnye!!

everytime i sell things online sure i get angry..

1st: my items are NOT expensive

items im selling are pretty much brand new.. well you know me.. complusive buying thus i hardly use the stuff. need to clear my room, my cupboards and racks so i decided to sell it. online! no... i just not generous enough to sell it 80% cheaper than the ori price i bought or donating it...yet...

2nd: buyers are ALL CHEAPO.

they ask for discounts, or free delivery. worse, postlaju increased their delivery charges. harga petrol naik (yeah i know they dropped a few cents now) or ridiculously asking ME to deliver their RM10 item to weird places or far far away land.

if i sell my item expensive. no one will ever inquire! sell cheap, they still ask for more discounts, or free delivery..

3rd: they are also CHEAPO SELLERS

seen those "successful tradelist" in forums and stuff they are selling are sungei wang items. (not that i say all sg wang items are cheapo) or pasar malam material and why are they sucessful you ask? cos they are selling it at RM1-RM5! what i sell is better than that! WTF!

while there are some other blog-sphere selling their brand new items form RM60 per pair, bad quality or stuff from thailand or china, people do buy them! i wonder why? what they see in buying no quality? and then resell them???

no deal, no reply, dint bother replying. waste my time.

not selling my unused item... where do i leave them? store room? dustbin? i'll be bold enough to donate it.. one day..

now i am geram! grrrrrrrr!!

Random of the randomness....

Just. need. to. blog. it. out. Well, if i did get to go online earlier, like yesterday as soon as I landed... i think i have more to say than now.. anyway.. random of the randomness..

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I hate to be juniors.. especially you are already a year and 4 months in this job. You are capable of working around but they think you're not and kept asking you to stand-by or check lavatories.. The boring and dirty jobs. the jobs that can make you fall asleep. the job that make you puke! The good ones will say "please check the lavatories again.. I'll check the front while you do the back" while the bad one will just tell you to check lavatories..

Some of the bad juniors and they are the worse ones.. they are not the senior.. most maybe like a year senior than me, worse some are the same batch as me but they bosses you around more than the seniors. REAL SENIORS. like 5-6 years seniors. Real seniors and they are so nice and happy that you can help around! the bad ones (juniors) are the worse one who asks juniors or even the same batches to go more stand-bys.. sigh.. i know you dont understand what am i saying.. just let me rant and grunt.

while some think when they get the duty of the day (yes we are divided into duties during flight) which are slightly a few steps higher than me, they can boss us around! damn it..

then there are some ex-crew from other airlines. they think they are more experienced than you so they LOVE helping around the galley but they ask us to do the stand-bys.. worse, i just got back from LA with this stupid ex-crew who thinks the company is hers: damn hardworking and better, she skipped BOTH her rest time to help around.. cos she said the other 2 juniors arent capable of working and they were many calls... the fact im sure no matter how junior you are.. they are capable of working. not that you skip your rest time you can naik pangkat faster.. stupid of the stupidness...

is it because when they were juniors they were asked to do the same? but heck.. i have juniors now and i dont ask them to stand-by or check lavatories! i teach them seniors work so they know more and get to help around! better than standing-by knowing nothing! but heck.. i dont need to ask or boss them around as other crews will do that.

I had the worse LA flight. All crews are juniors as well so duty got a little unfair. That crew B(for bitch) was junior than me but she got a duty higher than my duty. Well, im fine with that but heck... SHE BOSSES ME AROUND!!

And she thinks that her duty is so important and busy, while all of us answer the calls she stood in the galley very busy with her notes! WTF! then crew C, ex-crew from China Airlines.. thinks she's so experienced she helped so much during the flight and yes.. the stupid one who skipped both her rest. AND acted for pity... Yes.. bosses me to check lavatories too! I just got back from cleaning and 5 minutes later she ask me to do the same again! like doesnt want to see me around! I got Fucking pissed (and you cant show it out) i smiled, and told her I had just FINISHED cleaning EIGHT LAVATORIES. She paused, fake a surprised and said thank you. WHAT THE FUCK MAN... not enough! While I flew with a China crew, so we spoke mostly in my sucky mandrin and her slanged chinese, since she communicate better in chinese. Crew C heard us speaking in chinese and got very happy and kept speaking to us in her broken Taiwanese.. With my sucky mandrin, I already had a hard time getting what china crew said, she's even worse! gosh.. in the end, i told her please speak to me in English. I cant understand her well. LOL!

these 2 crews are the same batch as me as in they both join the company the same year as me. and THEY JOIN EVEN LATER THAN ME! I know, cos i was the second batch to join, while CREW C the ex-crew was to join a few months later than me, same to Crew B. Obviously cos in our crew sheet, her name and ID was lower than me!! AND THEY ARE FUCKING BOSSY! I HATE THEM.

More to hate is why do I have to share rooms if i fly with other regional stewardess while the korean crews doesnt? while i understands that the company did said that ex-crews get their own rooms, but while we have 3 other juniors, who are still in the junior, room sharing category, why the other doesnt have to share while we the foreign ones do?? WHY?

WHY??

I know you might not understand what im saying but at least all things gone out of my heart.


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something better to tell.. :)

nothing beats a nice warm bath. It doesnt need to be a bubble bath, as long as its a hot relaxing ones.. I just had mine :)

im so getting a hot tub in my future home.. possible a centralised hot water for the whole house.. like those in the hotels.. hehe..

oh my dinner just came.. heck i dont know what to call it! dinner? breakfast? its my first meal today and its 10pm now.. so hungry i got myself a pasta and french fries! room service cos i got so damn lazy to go out of the room.. gonna be back.. while i shall catch up with this movie i just downloaded... :)

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back!

Watched Baby Mama. about a lady who cant give birth after trying so many methods thus in the end she tried the last effort: surrogate mother (ie borrowing's other people's tummy to conceive.) and her story goes on...

by the way.. my fettucinni pasta sucks. but the bread and fries was nice.. never order hotel's pastas. it all sucks!

where was i... oh!

THREE

Im going home and thank my mumma. Thanks to her nagging and yelling of clean the room, clear the mess, pick up my rubbish i am a cleaner person.. well.. at least..

a colleague of mine.. got complaints from other crews who shares room with her while overseas that she's the dirtiest! gosh.. not only them actually.. another colleague of her cant take it at all while sharing room with her she ask for room cleaning! Even me, the messy one cant take it! I even heard the boyfriend of her's cant take her messiness! I wonder how her mum teach her.. nah.. i guess her mum dint.. well.. cos i know she's a mess.. not only in cleanliness.. other things as well..

It is said that she doesnt throw rubbish into the bins but everywhere! and of course doesnt clean the plates she uses to eat and leave them at the counter. 2 days? ewww..

while for me, i cant take how she wets the whole bathroom in the hotel! well.. hotels are normally divided to wet and dry and she can wet the whole thing! gosh..

i cant say much cos im a mess.. as in throwing my things around.. but totally throwing rubbish into the bins and not wetting the whole bathroom! And totally picking up my mess once its too much!

thank god she doesnt read blogs.. i can say whatever i want.. what if she does read my blog? i dont care. atleast she knows how messy is she and well.. i doubt she knows who am i talking about right? she's totally unconcious of her own mess.. ;-)

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Fuck stingy people

Fuck laaa..

I dont think i have a business mind.. and now not only im spending extra, im also losing money in "investing"..

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

I've just missed a point when i was surveying what should i try to make money on.

I heard a few person said a lot Malaysians are eyeing on Coach bags nowadays. And we did discussed investing a few to try make a little $$

but............. i forgot............


MALAYSIANS ARE FUCKING STINGY

try selling things online. you upload ONE photo. they ask to see more photos. then they ask dozens of questions. they ask for measurements so you have to take that item you are selling out and measure and email them the measurements. then you excitedly answered them thinking they are the potential buyer. THEN, they ask for nego. lower price.

ask them how much they expect. they gave a RIDICULOUS PRICE. WAAAAAAAAAY lower than the cost price before tax and charges im SUPPOSED to charge for bringing it all the way home. AND I HAVENT PUT IN PROFIT

eg:

posted on web: a coach swing pack/sling bag
asking price: rm450 waaayy cheaper than the one in COACH STORE KL.
written on post: 100% authentic from USA with receipts to prove bla bla bla
first question I get: is it really authentic?? -_____-
my answer: yes i have receipts to prove. ;)
2nd q: where you buy it? -_____________-
I PATIENTLY answered: to be exact, Honolulu Hawaii, waikele outlet.
3rd q: oic... CAN NEGO -___________________________-
i answered: what are you offering??
she answered: erm 300?? O_________________________O
i answered: haha! sorry babe that price is waaaaay lower than my cost price! how bout 420?
she:

havent reply since.

WHAT THE FUCK WEI... not interested or not your FUCKING budget TELL LA! i'll just cursed u in my heart. not gonna eat or sue you for asking so many fucking question!!!! worse i might answer "oh really?? :( its ok.. next time then" POLITELY

then I notice some other user selling coach bag too. and there i saw her asking that seller again for the best price.

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NO MONEY PLEASE DONT FUCKING THINK OF GETTING A COACH BAG!!

FUCKING TULAN

NO MONEY PLEASE SIT ASIDE AND WATCH US CARRY COACHES!!

STOP SURFING AROUND POST FOR CHEAP COACH PRODUCT.

WHEN YOU HAVE A CENT EXTRA. GO GET ONE AT DOUBLE THE PRICE IN COACH KL!!

FUCK YOU STINGY PEOPLE!!

*this is an emo post. bear with my rudeness and anger or whatever fuck. i never said im a polite person. but i know im not stingy. thus i never get to save money. serve me right. so sue me! but let me fuck u first!! *

update: im waiting for the new schedule and hoping with my fingers crossed that i have another hawaii flight next month so i can return everything. what i like about USA. but i still lose on transportation and time.

FUUUUCCCKKKKK!!!!!

i hate business. im gonna work forever with a stable income or marry a fucking rich husband and sit at home and rot.

and why do i have a bad feeling that no more hawaii next month??

im gonna be fucking broke.

FUCKED UP "PROFESSIONAL" PEDICURIST

Update: as i was ironing my clothes just now, i suddenly remembered the pedicurist's name: ANJOE SAW. Dunno what name is that. gosh... never never get her service. IT SUCKS to pay.

Went for a pedicure today.

bloody hell stupid woman.. the next time she gonna do my nails im gonna complain wan change person.

this is the second time, she service me... with a terrible "professional" attitude. even the BOSS also never service me like that. shit mother f***a.. grrrr

first, no smile.. ok la.. who knows she menapause so cannot smile la.. i understand.. malaysian where got so friendly service one... nevermind..

I choosed a darker green for my nails.. then last minute i decided to have some flowers on my toes so I decided to change to a lighter, brighter color ie neon green.

I doubt she knows what is neon green, so I said: "do you have a lighter green? as in a brighter green?"

She gave me an annoyed face, asked another junior to get me a color, emphasising to the junior " BRIGHTER COLOR, BRIGHTER COLOR" dammit..

nevermind...

when drawing my flower, i requested to draw the flower the other way round as in it sprout from the cuticle of my toe, not the end of my toe, if u get what i mean..

"sorry lor, cannot lor, if the other way round how I draw??" in a damn sucked up face.

update: If she said it in a nice way.. ei: "im sorry I dont know how to draw the other way round/how bout another pattern" i might feel better.. putting the typical chinese "LOR" word while talking and servicing a customer.. a BIG NO NO...

fine, i let her draw HER way! I AM THE ONE PAYING HER!!!!!!!!!

the previous time a junior did it for me, i requested her to draw the other way round, and she did it, no complains or suck up face.

dah lah earlier dint ask me do i want a senior or professional... come a pro suck up face pulak! den charge me professional price. WITH AN UNPROFESSIONAL FACE AND ATTITUDE!!!

tell you ah.. if she work in korean air ah, long time kena complain and sacked lor!! F****!!!!!!!

GERAM!!!!!

some more when I came back and look carefully, she dint even file my nails properly!! my nails are slanted!!

what is this la, name professional but quality WORSE that a junior!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!

the previous time, she did my manicure, and i wanted a french manicure, then when she paint that time, there are a few fingers not painted to my sastifation, so i ask her to touch up. She ONCE AGAIN gave me a SUCK UP face and paint it unwillingly. then ask me rudely: "now? ok ah?"

ARGH!!!!! BITCH BITCH BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITCH!!!

next time, JJ nails MID VALLEY. DO NOT REQUEST "PROFESSIONAL" with the surname SAW.

REMEMBER!!!

i forgot her first name.. but the damn suckly la.. im sure u can recognise her.

I wanted to take her pic and post lor, but she wearing a mask, I dont think you can see her face. :-/