I quit...

Yes.. I tendered my resignation letter.. Well.. Its not that I can't cope in that company... I just couldnt stand their culture there... As I have so far managed to score my target and have my outlets all pass 100%... except this month's Jusco BH outlet.. -__-.. (ok if u wanna count in my June's Lot10 outlet.. I have nothing to say..but I was new...) I even reach a 120CTR(customer turn-up rate) this month whereas my target is 90... ^_^  So... my reason of resigning?

1) I truly dislike that we in this dept. have to work 10-7pm on a Saturday.

2) There is no OT pay for working that long hours. My job description in contract is working hours 9-6pm or 11-8pm. Yet if you have morning shifts and leave on time, you get the "roll-eye" stare.. leave late, there is also no goodbyes from that manager who roll eyed you..

3) Cold calling - its fine... except I cant stand to lie just to make people come.. whatever the promo ends this week is fake. As long as there is respond to that promotion, the promo goes on...

4) Customers lie too. They just sounds like really interested to come for an appointment but then did not turn up, saying forgotten, emergency, lazy, busy, turn off hp, no answer... etc.. sick of it

5) Managerial position people are really ass-holes..(I have stories in that too) but then.. if they are not assholes, they won't be sitting there to command you today.. ;)

6) HQ consultant have to make minimum 70 cold calls a day. (Outlet 30 per day per person) Raya season: HQ 100, Outlet 60... crazy.. in 70 cold calls I made, 10 gets thru and listens to you, 2 fix an appointment, the rest would be no answer, network message, voice mail, hang up, pick up silent. You are lucky to not get scolded... In that 2 appointments you make, probably that 2 person will not even turn up or answer your call anymore after that.. or they keep postpone and refix that bloody appointment.

7) Due to Raya season, response is really low, due to a) people need to spend $ on celebrations  b) all balik kampung or puasa reasons.. So what they do when follow ups have all been called thru?(1 outlet have 3 outlet consultants, 1 HQ consultant.. and if that outlet couldn't achive their target, temp staff are being hired to back up. 1 old outlet may have 2000+ old datas. 4 consultants to make 250 calls a day, in less than a month, all datas have be called and recalled, making them "trash data".) Sometimes I do pity those people who sms in, as they will be bothered and annoyed for 1 whole year or more, unless they come for that appointment. Or, change numbers... After they come for appointment, they also get calls from skin consultants for that regular appointments... -___-

8)There is this system they created where all datas are only 1 years old, older than that, they will be exported out from system. When response is not enough, and target is not reached, system data have been "trashed", they exported some 2-3years ago numbers for us to call. Name them archived data. Now this is worse. in 100 calls I made, I get ZERO appointments.. but then my follow up calls are really high :)

9) Company's dirty culture. To hit 7million sales per month, those consultant made all kinds of dirty tricks to get $ from you; to hit sales target or "to close a sales" consultant must collect a minimum RM500 from you no matter what trick they use. So no matter how sincere I ask people to come for appointment, I promised them free first facial, next thing I get complains that to get that "free facial" they have to pay RM500 to be member; 1 bloody eye treatment cost RM430? RM9000 for 10 collagen-and-i-don't-know-what-else-in-it treatment?? Riddiculous! If you are just that strong and do not want to sign, you get "threaten" by bigger size consultants, then 2 more will come in, then later another manager will come in and ask rudely.. some said they lock the door and not let you out unless you pay some "deposit" Or said their package is today only offer and next time come back no more such offer, just to get you pay... sigh!

I could say I myself was a victim too... I went for a first trial in LWM for like RM20 6-7 years ago and the next thing I know after treatment I was being brain washed for package. When I couldn't afford, they asked for my atm card and start poking them into the machine and "extract" my savings out. Thank godness I was poor student and couldnt pay full amount! Till today I have RM1000 inside and still unused 8 treatments!! >(

NewsFLash! The boss n wife took a trip with a few top manegers/directors to Milan recently and the wife had spent SGD100000 (or was is 500000??) for branded bags! How we work our ass off and how lavishly they spent! Woohoo!

I would be really stupid for not leaving... yes unless my face is that damn thick!

Im useless... =(

No, its not a emo post.. pms-ses over..

At times, I do feel useless.. sigh..

I find myself not being able to be qualified for a job. Yes I blame part of myself being choosy.. and part of it couldnt even qualified for some requirements..

Eg: Graphic Design. I had a Multimedia Diploma cert. But that was 4 years ago. I keep saying I went to a pariah college. But the fact is IF I ever did put some effort in my projects and portfolio, Im sure Im better. My other college-mates seems to be working fine in this industry. Why not me? Now I see the requirements, Like you need to know HTML, or 3D, or Flash.. I mean I can self learn 3D, but flash and html is kinda hard.. to me..  =( Then now some printing companies requires me to know the printing block or something for separate color printing machine.. which I don't remember anymore.. =(

and then, part of me is feeling that with my qualification, how much can I earn in GD? 1k? 2k? is it even enough? I've been sooooo used to 3-4k pay!!!

Now, skip GD, we go to other industry that I may be able to work... Like admin! or HR! but requirements: Minimum diploma in bussiness admin, or human resource.. SIGH! I dont have that! Unless I go take a diploma/degree course now! Who's paying me? Even if I study part time, I need a job to pay for it right? Who's hiring me~??

Sales.. Been to 2 inteviews! Ok, so I dislike the Dell.. but Citibank kinda sounds interesting.. but till now no news.. I dont know is it the way I gave my answer in the interview to not get these positions, or just Im not qualified cos I have no experience or what-so-ever.. =(

I wanna do sales, cos I believe if I put my effort in, I am able to get my previous salary amount.. but if it requires me to cold call... well... I already dislike ppl who cold calls me.. now I have to do the same?????? I dont know.. =( If that sales requires me to go out and find clients.. Im not sure how good am I to be able to talk to them and sell my sales.. low confidence... =(

We had some talk that day... hubby and me.. and he actually suggest I take an interior design course and then future up a biz in kitchen design and hobs.. I am interested! Someone's actually agrees to me to learn ID!! =D  But after a bit, Hubby thinks that biz needs a lot of revenues? Cos have to give me time to study ID, work a bit for the experience and hire contractors and lorry drivers.. buy lorry... etc etc... sigh!!

I even researched for a ID college. And I found a part time 1... I mean I do have some basic, so I can pretty much learn them more easily right? I'll have to talk to Hubby and convince him...

And mummy actually thinks ID is not good. And ask me to learn to be a Hair dresser wtf... -____-"" I am not looking down on hair dresser, but its not my field of interest.. I might just learnt it and dump it half way right? I rather she let me learn nail art.. ah... speaking of mummy.. I dont know what kind of things in her mind, asking me to apply for a government job. Easy and good pay job wtf.. No, I dont like to join the M work force!!

You may say "how come those with lesser qualification than me can have jobs and I cant?" And I say it again.. I have a part of me who couldn't sacrify for a lower pay... but to get that higher pay needs more qualifications... so how?

Now, advise me what to do? Im so stuck.. and the longer Im at home the lazier I get... you know... procrastinations.. and penniless... =(

Im Back! :D

Im back! Trying to blog! LOL...  though it might not be having much pictures anymore.. cos i got lazy in photographing.. and much pics are in FB, and im on a "long holiday"

hehehe.. Yes.. i WAS pregnant...

WAS...

Cos I just had a miscarriage bout 2 weeks ago.. my darling baby, sex still unknown, heartbeat just bloody stop pumping at 9.1 weeks. WTF.

was planning to collect more ultracans pics so I can scrap an album out in the future wtf..

Of course im sad! but then the crying and moaning had pass... except some days where i'll see some pregnant woman passing or cute babies on strollers and me staring at them.. :(

This blog is also back open to public, well, I shifted some "p&c" post to my other personal blog, that blog that only hav my frust and heartache or stuff i just dont like to share with much public.. hehehe..

So a little refreshment on what happened during those hiatus months.. let me see........

Flew back for like 1 month + before I knew I was pregnant and stop again @ Dec 2010. Then Christmas and CNY was coming, me just thought I'll sit at home and prepare for celebrations, no need to frust I wont be home.. hehe..




Xmas 2010

CNY / Valentines Dinner



CNY day 1 in Genting.. That's why im donning a jacket..
My last A&F investment before I stop flying again.. haha :P

 Celebrating with a "new" family this year, it sure is different.. like no more daddy's tradition of CNY music playing all month long and extremely over CNY decos at home.. So in this new home I actually am the lively person trying to make decos and buy decos (of course, im not working, all paid my Mr Lee.. lol) While MIL keep making lotsa CNY cookies and I help a little.. (well I cant wake up at 5am and help her right, by time im awake she's 90% done)



I made this 100% Chick Biscuit
No, there's no chicken inside, just a name...
"Kai Chai Beng"



Fried "ngaku"



Pineapple Biscuit, purely 100% homemade (including the fillings)



Almond cookies

 And much more...

Spent 1k in angpau giveaways... thanks to Mr Lee's extremely big extended family and friends (he got like 5 aunts and 5 uncles from mum's side and all have 2-3 kids -_-" ) and our first year hav to give double angpaus.. lol..

Then a week after CNY, found baby's dead, and had a D&C.. and a 2 weeks confinement period.. need to "bou" my uterus.. lol..

I have not yet inform KE... hmm

In my state of mind now, I've decided to quit Korean Air. Well, it is perhaps too long holiday previously, or KE just changed too much, during my 1 month+ working, I found myself dragging my butt to fly..

You see, im considered a "senior" now and having no bussiness class code yet, perhaps due to my performance record (I dont kiss butts and had a 3 mths ill leave) no code offered to me yet. So I dont mind working in EY, just that I hate that senior duty they gave me, but yet I cant do it MY WAY! Everytime I need to do something, I'll have to ask the AP's permission, and need to be alert of her style! and nowadays, those new juniors has no more respect to us foreign crews anymore!! Just hate it.

Other reasons are away from home, lonely trips, same destinations, no career advancement.. bla bla bla..

After all I believe 3.5 years is enough.. need to find some other ways to advance my career? You see, I cant depend on KE, anytime by 2013 my contract wont be renewed, and Im done. Futhermore, Im not the only one. The management had been terrible this 2 years that 60% KL crews quit (havent count other bases) even 16 years seniors quit! What am I to not??

I'll definately miss travelling to USA and shop cheaply, I'll miss wearing winter clothings and boots.. I'll miss Frankfurt's coffee machine, the boot shop selling affordable, nice, comfy, stylish boots, the craft shop and chocolates... I'll miss Hawaii beautiful sceneries and outlet shopping, I'll miss Korea too! the food, groceries, cosmetics, shopping... I'll miss winter... I'll miss sleeping in 5 star hotels and free saunas, definately miss that bath tub in korea!! Tho im not fretting cos I'll die die get a bath tub in my future home! hehehe...

I already miss Amazon shopping.. T_T

Haha, this is what I promise myself now: I will save lotsa $$$ and go travel as much as I can, atleast to places I dreamt to go, afterall, AirAsia is expending.. la la la~

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Oh im itching to open a new blog about me and my craft.. Have been a bit mad in purchasing and surfing online reading other people's blog bout scrapbooking.. And tho I have been procrastinating a lot, I did some beginer's crocheting, a little scrapbooking (2 page so far, hope I'll get my butt up and do more) and a little beading..

Getting a new blog open so I can organise my craft there and personal blog here.. hmm.. shall I? hehehe..

Orite! Think Im done for the day! Blog again soon I guess?? hehee..

WTF.......

Nothing gets worse than this:

WARNING: Below contains disgusting post, please do not read before your meal!!

MY HANDPHONE DROPPED INTO THE TOILET BOWL.

IN A PUBLIC TOILET

T____________________T

What happened:

If you poeple out there know me, I'll rather hold my pee (or poo) than to going into a public toilet. Well, today I cant.

Stomach ache.... reeeeaaaaally have to go..

So I was with boyfriend in a kopitiam in Pj, and I just threw (kinda threw, or pass) my bag to boyfriend and ran to the loo.. .(nearly ran laa..)

Wearing a skirt today, pretty lose...

So I quicky done my thing, and when I got up, my phone POOPED out of my pocket too!! Which I TERRIBLY REGRET WHY I DINT PASS MY PHONE TO BOYFRIEND AS WELL EARLIER!!! Considering my skirt is so F***ing LOSE!!!!!!!! $%^&##$&(^#!$*&

ARGHHHHH!!!

WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY!!!!!!!

T__________________T

The disgusting part? I havent FLUSH the toilet yet.

T__________T

When the phone dropped in, I kinda shouted "OH FU*K*!"

Then I saw it float up a lilttle!!

Hesitated like maybe 2 seconds.. (hello? there's shit in there???) picked it up..

Quickly remove the battery from the phone.. but I guess I was too late...

HAIH...

T_____T

I did clean that phone before I come out and show boyfriend ok!! T_T

Wanna hear something more DISGUSTING?

You know, I have a Anna Sui Lipgloss hanging on my phone? Well, I cleaned the outside.. then boyfriend ask me if the inside also "kena"...

So I open the lid..

TO FIND DROPLETS OF WATER IN IT!!!!!!!

T____T

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

Threw the lipgloss away..

T___T

Boyfriend tried to open the whole phone to dry it and tried turning it on.. but to no avail.. :((

SIGH....

Have to bring it to the shop to fix.. possibly gonna charge a BOMB there..

The thing is, I never had such incident happened to me before! Normally I probably wear a tight jeans, or somehow the phone wont popped out like that.. heck.. I hardly go to a public toilet!! :( And and and.... this phone is SPECIAL!! Its a gift from boyfriend!! How could it be!! :(

Really really hope its fixable.. sigh.. :((((


p/s: Currently using boyfriend's other phone.. And I've lost most of my contacts, especially new ones, cos they are kept inside the phone memory cos no more space in my sim card..

So fellas, sms me your numbers k.. and dont forget to leave a NAME... sigh.. :(

EEEEK!!!!

Mum got snatched today. Got me worried sick. Luckily she's fine.

I've heard many many snatches before. but not on my love one please?

The case:

Mummy and Daddy fetch me bro to swimming class early in the morning. On a SUNDAY MORNING. Cannot choose other days ah?

Then they went to this kopitiam for breakfast. And it's very quite. Only a few tables are seated.

An Indon came and order a drink to takeaway. Went to the back of shop wanted to order some other thing. But actually to survey me Mummy's purse. And just after hearing him order, he actually ran to me mummy and grab her purse, which she put on the lap.

Mummy gave a shout. Dad looked up, dint even notice what happened and ask "What?"

Mummy even got the time to tell dad her purse got snatched.

Nobody was actually alert on a sunday morning. Like everyone is still BLUR on a Sunday Morning. :(

Daddy tried to chase but duh~ failed.

Purse gone. Handphone gone too cos mummy like to put both of them together in her pouch.

Luckily Daddy always carries the Creditcard emergency no in his phone. Called to cancel the card. And do so many other things.

Worse is Mummy dint even tell me. Mei sms me in a monotonous "By the way mummy purse got snatched so dont bother calling her phone" WTF????


Moral:

~Dont put phone and purse together. Atleast 1 gone the other is here.
~Have emergency numbers of your creditcard company in the phone, or somewhere / something you always bring along other than in the bag/purse.
~Nowadays putting handbag on the lap also dangerous. Have to sling and hold on even while sitted to eat/drink. SIGH....

Recurrent Training

Really.. in a blink of an eye.. i've joined Korean Air for 1 year.. as every year, it is the company's rule and the aviation law, to attend classes, test in emergency situations and drills, to refresh our minds of what we had learned for emergency purposes...

1 Year!!

A year ago, we woke up as early as 5am (4am malaysia time) to get ready and go for training.

One year later, here I am, waking up at the same time for the one day training.

me and my newly cut fringe. damn it.. too short :(

i look soooo korean now :(

my outfit to training.

Gyna dressing up in black.

We took the bus as early as 6.30am to rush for our medical check up, where our blood and urine samples were taken, x-rays, eye, ears and health check ups before the class starts at 9.30 in the morning...

the rest of the training, of course, no pic's allowed as we need to concentrate in the classes.. not cam whoring. :P

but that doesnt stop us from doing so during lunch and break time.. ahaha..

the KUL group - L-R - Diane, me, Gyna, Katherine, Eline

:)

this is what will come out from the air plane's door when emergency happens

and you slide down like this. :p

my jakarta batchmate.

kami menjungjung-nya tinggi-tinggi -____-

this is NOT how you open the door... lol..

off to work gyna?

help!!!

when fire happens..

caught using the toilet...

i failed in acting.. :-/

6.30pm - eagerly leaving training center :D

till next year.. !

Offline....

Gonna be out of the internet world for a few days... internet upgrade. well i hope its a few days.. not weeks... cos you know la how telekom people work. can promise 1 day but take 3 days one... sigh...

still. handphone's not dead.. call me for yumcha or anything.. movies, clubbing, warehouse sales.. I have 7 DAYS OFF this time.. dont let it waste again.. :-/

Till then..

I got tagged!! @#$$%

GOSH... I've been Tag!!!

$%&&*# Max

fine i'll do it.........*grumbles*

8 things I'm passionate about:

1)travelling
2)shopping
3)more shopping
4)sales!
5)my friends
6)my family
7)online
8)yummy food

8 things I say too often:

1)annyeonghashipmika
2)oseosipsio
3)gamsahamida
4)jesonghamida
5)bimbimbap gwa sugogi ga isipnida
6)cha/kopi desigetsupnika
7)chiwaderigayo
8)de/ye

8 6 books I've read recently:

1)the bachelor list
2)harry potter
3)shopcaholic and sister
4)the sky is crazy
5)one dance in paris (half way)
6)to catch a highlander (halfway too)

8 songs I could listen over and over again:

1)just like a star (corrine bailey rae)
2)realize (colbie caillat)
3)bubbly (colbie caillat)
4)bleeding love (leona lewis)
5)maxine (john legend)
6)L-O-V-E
7)all by myself (celine dion)
8)can't live if living is without you (mariah carey)

8 things I've learnt for the past year:

1)to be a cabin crew
2)korean language
3)learning korglish
4)to smile - automatically
5)to spend wisely? (yeah right)
6)to be stronger - emotionally
7)to live alone
8)to be more tidy?


8 3 people that I tag:

1)xinli
2)jasmine
3)karen

*i know my answers are a lil crappy.. still.. i did it! :P*

Buffy's dead

and i dunno why..



got a message from my sis, found Buffy dead. And she dint even know when too.. She just noticed it just now but its already dead.



oh.. Buffy is.... - was.. my pet hamster...






it would be his 3rd year this year if he still survives.. i bet he died of old age... cos my sis told me he's still active last night... unless... something bit it?





I bought it just a few months before i graduate (2006) and during that time, i had no intention of getting a hamster at all..


I was just accompanying my friend Gie, to the pet shop to get his pet 's food and i stumbled upon the aquarium where there were so many draft hamsters!! *oh-so-cute!!*



That time i guess they were only a month old, where the size i can grab and close my whole hand on it!


So while waiting for my friend, i played with it... I put my finger in the aquarium and buffy, came over trying to catch it! ;-)



Normally, hamsters will just try to come over and bit it. but instead, buffy try to catch it - with its 2 front paw!! my finger was too high for it to catch, so it kept tumbling down on its back. but then, it'll climb back up and catch again, and fall again, and catch again and.... it keeps going...

it was so cute, it melts my heart! there and then i decided to buy it home. In addition, the shop owner gave me discounts cos my friend Gie was his regular customer! Got it a small plastic aquarium and food there.



I had buffy for a few months in my then KL home but brought it back to my hometown after a few months as it was a semester holiday and no one will be around ti feed it then. And when i got it home, my sister fall in love with it and I had left it there for her to take care.



That was more than a year ago. So far, buffy's life in my sister's hand (and partly mum's hand) was good. it constantly gets fresh food to eat, sometimes it just wont touch its own food. As i already had a cage from my previous hamster (died of old age as well, at the age of 3... ) I just added a smaller wheel for buffy (its a draft, i dont think it can move the big wheel i had) and a water tumbler.



Hey, it even know how to swim! thanks to the evil me... haha... i always bath it - regularly like once a week, so it wont smell too bad when i play with it... and normally after its bath, i'll put a little water and it will paddle a little to look for a dry place... evil evil me! *wuahaha!!!*

wanna see the vid?



there...

sorry it's in cantonese... and the funny voices... i was just recording for fun then to show my siblings and to keep... never know it'll be useful till today... ;)



And oh, why was it named buffy... i guessed you guys watched buffy the vampire slayer before.. ehem... i did not... just some how the name occurred to me and i decided to name it. And buffy is a MALE. while the character in the series is a girl..



Well, when i had buffy, as i said, it was only a month old, and you couldnt really see a hamster's sex during then.. so I thought it was a female.. but then as it grew bigger, male part starts to emerge... all these while I've always choose female hamster as my pet as the reason males have extra part which i dont like (ppl who have hamsters before will understand) but oh well, i choose buffy for its cuteness.. not sex.. and somehow its a male..



And he was a special one as most of my hamsters, in the begining, bites.. till bleed. but buffy did not... especially its a male, shouldn't it be more ferocious? did i spell it right? hmm... anyway... rest in peace buffy...




ps: at post time, buffy is still in the cage, cold and harden, cos sis only gonna touch it tomorrow for her style of burial.. and owh she is reading this!!

Popo's 100th day of burial

This is one over delayed blog i should have done months back.

18th August 2007.

-woke up early. got ready and went to grandma's house just 2 streets away from my home.

Fong yee frying popo's fav dish, fried fish

treasure box for grandpa, grandma and Big Uncle

Little Hao Wen having a light breakfast before going.

uncle kim seng putting everything into his truck

giving prayers to the "guardian" there

getting all the stuff for prayers on grannies tomb

putting colored flags around the tomb

candles

Ping yee lighting candles and joss stick around the tomb

I was helping on the other side, finally a pic of me cos im holding the camera most of the time

Laying out hell notes into the treasure boxes

mum giving her prayers

me pouring chinese wine

burning the "treasures"

uncle actually know quiet a lot in this kind of stuff.. we were just following his orders

packing up

and cleaning up

till the next "ching ming" or all souls day...

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and since im uploading photos, might as well upload this another overdue pic i wanna put up. Was hungry and nothing to do in korea, so i bought this yummy lemon mousse cake from the hotel's bakery and i decided to show you how to eat it step by step ;-)

the packaging

open the box,

take out the cake,

first cut of the cake... yummy... look at the layers!

after the 3rd, or maybe 4th bite,

the last spoon

now you see

now you dont!

i would really want to show you how i look eating it, but it was late at night and wasnt in mood of make up cos have been on it for more than 10 hours during duty, need to let my skin breath so sorry, no face.. ;-)