Update of my life

Now that I discovered I can blog from iphone (cannot upload photo to where I wanted. Only at the bottom )I shall update what's happening I'm my life that's been absent here WAY LONG!! Ok here goes a long long post!

So I got pregnant in June last year (or May if counted from LMP) and I manage to visit Universal Studios Singapore and PLAYED THEIR ROLLER COASTER.. With a fetus inside me *insert scary face* Ok I planned the trip already, bought tickets and only noticed my period is late in Singapore... So I just went ahead... :P


Ultrasound @ 6th week

If Hubbs knew I'm pregnant he wouldn't even let me go Singapore!

Anyway.. Due to previous bad experience, I was in a "not sure" and "wait-and-see" status.. I took my SWEET time after getting back from my trip before I got myself a pregnancy tester.. And another sweet time to meet the doc (6th week) after that.. Didn't want to get all excited yet... At the same time hoping all goes well..

You know what's Hubbs reaction when I showed him my positive tester? Only an acknowledgement.. =_=" I believed he too not giving so much hope, afraid it becomes another dissapointment... :( he too did not rush me to see doc..

But this time apart from first visit to the previous doc, we went to a specialist in Pantai Cheras after Hubbs uncle found out I'm pregnant and suggested his doctor.. (Shall talk about doc in another long post)



Bumps getting bigger as months passes by... ^^

Well time passed.. And my baby seems to grow healthily.. My Tummy getting bigger and bigger as months passed by. While Hubbs made sure I'm at all time safe.. And do less heavy work.. And very sensitive to things I do or going to do too.. *roll eyes*

No sex for the whole of pregnancy, no cold drinks, no coffee, no tea.. Drink red dates tea boiled by mother in law (MIL) alternate day, and occasionally homemade chicken essence with ginseng slice... Twice a day intake of Annum (he even make it for me as I tend to "forget" things) daily reminder to take my calcium, vitamins, acid folics... And frowns when I told him I forgot.. ( so I tend to say I've taken it although I didn't... And secretly take when he didn't see :P )

Well couldn't blame him, as I bleeded in the early pregnancy, fell down on my 7th month.. Each monthly visit to the doc I go with a anxious heart.. Hoping to know my baby is healthy.. And ever since I can feel baby's kick I made sure I can feel it a few times a day.. Felt strange and wish to rush to doc when baby kicks less.. But anyway my baby seems to know mummy's anxious.. She made sure I felt some kick or movements when mummy's worried ^^

Hubbs is generous enough to paid for some expensive birdnest that I started to take after 7th month weekly too *grins*

and on 3rd February 2013....

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baby Annabell is born!!

3.35Kg 51cm in height. Baby is normal and healthy~

Induced.. :) Well Mummy is kiasu and wanna have a dragon baby.. so die die also convince doc to induce. 3rd Feb is like the last day of Dragon year... (according to chinese calender)

So start a life where I will have no life and evolves around baby baby and baby.. and there goes my journey of breastfeeding, mid night waking, lack or sleep, no more sleeping late... etc..

Would like to talk about breastfeeding journey.. but I think I have pretty much forgotten most.. Summary is I bf for 3 months and its a mixed feeding cos milk just seems not enough for my baby.. had my depressed time but its over.... oh well :)

Formula is not that bad.. I grew up on formula too! And Im as healthy as can be. I seldom fall sick also what!

Anyway I had an extra "maternity" leave.. and its unpaid lar~ due to I insist to at least bf baby until 3 months old even though she is mixed fed... (wanna feed till 6th month but had some arguements with hubbs and managed to bargain for 3) as office is an open concept and every corners have cctv apart from the toilet. (and hell no, im not pumping milk in toilet!)

Hmmm.. anyway, Annabell is now 3 month old.. and Im officialy back to work on 2nd May 2013.. same as Hubbs (he had since quit Pensonic and full time in TTS )



@11 weeks old

 Thats the latest picture of my Bell in my laptop.. others in iPhone and its late now I kinda lazy to upload it.. will update later in another post..

So thats it.. will update more when I have time! I have so much things I wish to do sometimes I just dont know where to start!

I wish to write more happy things in here... but...

things than make me annoyed seems to make my mojo to write more than happy stuff.. cos where eelse could I rant?

Just because I've done my things and am free to online, or do nothing, Im asked to do woliau stuff like "designing a chop" that can just simply be typed out in less than 5 minutes. WTF.. I said no need la, just write what I want in  paper and pass to the person that orders the chop. But she said prepare it "so the boss can see" wtf..


The thing is, yes just copy or type from the sample we found from other people's invoice. But there is also Chinese words there, which I am incapable of typing. So it's actually a waste of time just to make me do work.

You watch out la, by Monday, the boss wouldnt care what we write. or he wouldnt be seeing that piece of writing I wrote. Cos its just wuliao things she ask me to do.

She seems just cant bear it that I sit here and do nothing. And I seriously dont know what she is doing as well. And don't blame me that she have plenty to do cos she DELAYED doing her accounts like those receiving stock stuff. And I cant help cos its in chinese... And she who BIL depends on to everything. You cant blame me that I have nothing else to do.

I cant do the weekly statement cos she is the one receiving the payment and other things and checking the CN or DN and what bill received payments and which not so I who know nothing cant't help but look.

She can ask me to change those "Bill agent" stuff just now but she didn't, and in the end she done it her ownself and now she WILL call herself ALMIGHTY cos she did it. Not me.

And no I do not what to count stock! Cos all stocks are so fucking imbalance. No 1 seems to help me if there is error and I have to find the solution. Wheares if she count, Onn (when I ask him to count he seems to put me on hold) seems to be scared of her and will help to count. Never bother to ask for Cheong's help cos he will put the blame on everyone else but not him. And in the end I have to find ways, stupid ways to shift codes around. WTF la..

Just like yesterday.. also pretty much got free around 3-4pm already. And she ask me to do another wuliao thing like checking stock balance so the Boss can know what he needs to order when he comes back. The thing is, after I prepare them (on a Friday) and Boss comes back on Monday, stock balance is different again and I have to do it all over again. Isn't that double job? She just want me to do something!!! WTF!!!

Not just this but also the previous time where stock arrive, she ask me to measure all things and record it down for her which actually in the end there is no use of it. She just want me to do extra thing. What kind of person is that?? Just because she have to count the cost I have to accompany her and do such extra work?

And those measurements that I measure isn't same at all with those that stated in the received form. So really, what was the use of measuring? And I found out during the second time stock arrive (cos boss in hurry to open the boxes and ask us no need to count and I looked at her and she said its ok) and I ask her why she wants me to count last time she just say just want you to do extra. WTF!!!!

Damn annoyed with her at time with her bloody attitude. I dont know how BIL tahan her. No wonder he is so fierce with her at times.

So I have to have 2 faces and control what I said so that she knows a little about me cos she is really this busybody person that pasang telinga to everything I said. Even when I did not go yumcha on sunday she just wanna know where I went! WTF! Just wanna know what I did, and since she dont dare to ask Henry, she ask me when she sees me.

Not just this, when I noticed she dint go bank in the morning and still arrive late like @ 10am and still she can say she go bank. Who knows? I cant follow her right. Only waiting fir a chance to get her phone and friend finder her! >(

Just cant wait to leave for SG ASAP. sigh!

EMo! Angry!!! ARRRGHHGHHGHHHH!!!

Facebook force me to use time line..... Fine... so I wanna add a nice picture of the latest me as cover.. and I had NONE!!!!! Latest pic of me, CNY! or self shot pic that I feel my face too wide! I have no nice picture taken lately.... how sad....

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I know I shouldn't keep thinking negative.. but I don't know... I keep having negative thoughts!

I just don't feel like going to ching ming in Pahang tomorrow... I wanna stay home and sleep! Stay home and do nothing..!!  can or not?

I do not want to see the same face I hate to see now. Everyday see.. Sunday also have to see... Irritating, Annoying Unreasonable 30 year old kiddo...! WTF! Got u say no I say! ARGH!!!

I wanna go away!!!!!!!!

I miss flying.... :*(

I dont miss the job.. I miss travelling... T_T

I see everybody in fb... new destination.. new activities.. I wanna join tooo.... T_T

I miss Korea... yes I do... I miss four seasons.... 

I miss flying to USA... yes.. apart from the long hours... but I miss shopping their local brands and factory outlets...

I regret not finding out that joaan, micheals and many other craft stores.. exist before I stop... or purchased some sorta craft machine then...

I jealous see ppl fly to SFO... a place I havent set foot yet..

I miss wearing my winter wear and boots...

I regret to not getting myself a Chanel bag before I stop....

I miss enjoying my LO and DO alone doing my thing... I miss pampering my own self alone... 

Enjoying high life and higher pay... traveling to different countries and cities... shop what I want, buy what I want..

Times passes by very fast when you fly too...

Pro and cons... but still.. It's better than saving up large sum of $ harder than previously and pay own ticket and cheap hotel and travel only like once a year..

Europe? probably once every 10 years??

I wish to have a chance to fly again... maybe not with KE,... but now that Im married... leaving too far from Hubby is not a nice thing....  like I wanna go SQ or Cathay.. but that means going far away for a long time w/o Hubby... dont think I can miss that...

Im 26 already... age limit coming soon... and I doubt Hubby let me fly... but I realy really miss!!

SIGH.....

I know.. emo post again.. Im emo today.... emo and angry... I dont know how to let my frustration out... how to settle things that are not all in my hand.

Once a month...

I noticed my blogging rate now is kinda once a month... well... on a positive side... better than none...

On a sad note... a bit down today when P came... I thought I was pregnant... sigh... it's like a week late.. I noticed a little spotting a few weeks back that I thought its the "implantation"... then my tummy suddenly lower bottom bloated.. I thought.................... sigh................... :'(

But then I have no sickness (thank godness) or cravings.. well... I snack most of the times in office.. Im not sure how pregnancy cravings goes.. And the bloating went off like last week.. and this morning I have some kinds of uneasiness symptoms in my tummy..... 

Already having thoughts when will be my baby's due date.. perhaps a 12.12.12 baby... :( maybe I put my hopes to high to get a dragon baby... Hubby ask me to take it slow... dont make myself stressed.. but how to not stress every month anticipating when my period will come or not??

Sigh.. I dunno la... No dragon... snake lor..

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No crafts project done so far... Im losing hope on my 2012 resolution.. but yet im still spending $$ buying scrapbooking tools to hoard.. and still wanting more.. >.< last month spend around RM170 buying something from ebay.. this month spend similar amount buy punchers and embelisments on sale in joann and s&c.. >.<

Still DREAMING to get myself a slice machine and a photo printer... like doing a BIG business whereas nothing had started! 

Horrible.. then also have the feeling to buy more stuff.. made Hubby go IOI last weekend to buy me a cotton dress and a skirt from Mango Outlet after feeling I have no new work clothes...1 skirt got an iron burnt mark not sure by me or the maid, 1 nice high waisted snake skin pattern got a tear.. (tho mended.. still feel... emmm...) 2 pants are too small for my size now... another skirt looks weird on me due cos im just too fat >.<

Wanna dress more glam to work but actually apart from entertaining myself there's no purpose cos no 1 to see or admire... wheares the other 1 only wear casual to work... but every Friday and Saturday when I make myself a casual work wear day... I spent quite a few minutes sitting on the bed looking at my wardrobe thinking what should I wear.. I have worn this, I have worn that... I just washed these, I just ironed these... that too sexy OTT for office... etc... >.<

Buy more clothes, no place to put.. fashion nowadays are all body hugging and Im not in my confidence now to wear body hugging clothes... argh... I just have lots to complain... bear with me... or click somewhere else...

Better stop here.. Taaa...