Tired...

Sometimes, i just get tired of flying.. that feeling of have to work again.. make me go grrrr... i dont know how to describe.. but just.. GRRRR.... other than looking forward to new places to fly, i really have no other meaning of flying.. you have to smile all the time, stand for so long, be neat, clean the lavatories, listen to those stupid koreans who cant speak a simple english at all, and the worse, face the korean crews, some gives you faces to see, some purposely scold you for some minor stuff, just because they hate regional stewardess crew, some smile and be sooo damn sweet in front of you but report you at the back, or complain to our senior...

i used to at least look forward to day offs... but since october somehow this stupid company wanna kill us, by giving only 2-3 days off between long flights, its really tiring you know.. at least with longer day off, i can plan stuff.. than cant do anything nor go anywhere.. imagine touched down in klia at 12am, reach home at 2, unpack, clean up and some loitering and the time pass so quickly, by the time i retire to bed, its 5am..

wake up at least by noon cos im so tired with the flight, have some lunch, maybe sit in front of the tv, or laptop, or so some reading and its.. evening.. not to say i need to rush my laundry cos day off is so little, my uniforms have to dry quick enough for me to iron and get it ready for the next long flight. SIGH..... i dont think a sigh can help me now... i just feel so down..

today's flight was actually ok... till after touch down... something happened that made me so unhappy.. i mean i was happy today cos i got to enter the cockpit area (where the pilots are? where they have all the controls that fly the plane? any idea?) it was my first time, ever since i work.. so so excited.. i mean it was cool... but everything gone cos of that stupid bossy korean bitch.

there she was accusing me and my another senior, M, for eating her business class appetiser, when we did not! it wasnt even M's fault for all i did was, during meal time, a korean senior (A) put out a plate of food, looks interesting.. at first i thought she got it for the passenger, but then she left it there, so i ask her is this for crew, but she said "no, its for the purser" konon-konon wanna "polish" the purser's shoes laaa.. so i finished my food without touching that piece of appetiser. and fyi my purser today was a petite person, but she got offered a plate of that thing, a bowl of noodle, and another plate of rice with chicken. CAN SHE EAT THAT MUCH?? she even ate M's meal, so M have to get her meal from another galley...!

but later on, we found out senior (B) actually went to complain to my super senior (who wasnt on duty tonight, just travelling as passenger) , that either me or M had actually ate the appetiser, without asking her. and it seems that they did not have enough appetiser that day for the passenger and there we went to eat that.

ARE WE THE REGIONAL STEWARDESS AS THEY CALLED, SO BARBARIC HUNGRY? NO BRAIN TO HAVE PASSENGER'S FOOD?

and i saw the purser ate it!!! now this is one thing about koreans that you should know. when they complain, they L-O-V-E to complain to a person in the higher position. they never confront you and they will still treat you nicely, smiley faces but behind you, they like to add salt and pepper to their complains and they complain just anything and everything. and they fucking cant speak a single english, but blame us for we cant speak proper korean. HELLO?

M wasnt happy tonight, maybe after so long working, she's had it. enough of those back stabbing attitude. this is not the first time, to M or even me, who just started working for 3 months, to say M who work longer than me. so we went to ask that korean bitch, in front of the purser, and there she was trying to change the subject, this time not us eating but either 1 of us ASKED for it. But her english was terrible, so Korean Bitch C helped her to argue with us, with her terrible english... saying that cos we dint admit, does that mean she's lying and also additionally blame us for another thing! and she couldn't even tell who "ate" the appetiser! the thing is, i ASKED senior A, is that food for crew, not eating it. but senior B said we ate it, and now I AM the one asking but she blamed on M as well cos she dint recognise who. but the person i asked that question, was SENIOR A, not B, so it did mean that that A just told B about it and B the bitch just take the chance to complain about us. cos we did a good job tonight, no mistake, nothing, so she wasnt happy there's nothing to complain so she work out something to complain! KOREANS!!!!!!

Well, the "fight" took place in the aerotrain, where there's some passenger around and B felt ashamed cos it happen in front of the passenger and the purser she tried to "polish". She ran after us and this time, confront us that M has an attitude problem for speaking so loudly at us. but i believe bitch C spoke even louder then... so M appologize, but B felt it wasnt sincere so she tried to frighten us with

" do you want to work in this company forever" huh?

NO!!

M said "i can resign anytime" oh i love that.. you cant scare us bitch!

making B speechless.. this time, senior A came over, accused that she saw M taking a snack out of her business class cart without asking. it was actually me, again.. but they blame M cos M was talking back to her and making "attitudes" so, i felt guilty. cos it was me, who open her cart and took a small bag of chips out. But hey! we are landing, passenger dint eat that dint they? and she did offered me 1 just now! it was nice, so i thought i'll have another! that normally is ok, except this flight. if i know, i wouldnt even touch... koreans, gotta be careful with them... really...

see.. just a quick blog and its already 4am, i havent unpack.. not even clean up... what time can i make it to bed?