Laugh Out Loud

mum's phone rang.

"dad's calling from the office." i told mum

"pick it up" mum said

so i did. Gave a sweet flirty "hello"to daddy...

daddy: hello (in a weird tone)................. ar, who is this?

me: huh?

daddy: ah sorry wrong num......... wait a minute, who is this?

me: lol... me la! your daughter!

daddy: oh

lol... i mean, daddy cant recognise my voice? or he got shock cos of my tone? i felt funny... even as i typed this, after hours past midnight.. just thought of sharing...

Bored....

3 repeated CSI:NY, 3 repeated CSI:MIAMI... 3 repeated movies... all in a day. All from cable tv AXN...

aih... so boring in the hotel. alone. no friends around...

ever since october, poeple especially all my besties and batchmates left this job. leaving 5 of us. which means chances to meet up harder. making me so bored and lonely...

when i started working, its either i meet one of my friends in the same flight or same day off in seoul.. so i dont feel bored.. and get fatter too... :P cos since friend's here dinner are more of the luxurious choices... korean bbq.. my fav...

and constant late night snacks cos you'll be chatting up till midnight.. or trips to downtown shopping, where i'll spend all my fortune on i-dunno-what stuffs...

another reason for a constant emo me cos no one to complain and gossip stuffs.. futhermore, ever since october, i've been working like coolies.. darn hectic schedule.. and a repeated one... like 3 time chicago, 2 time frankfurt and another 2 atlanta... boring aint it...

tired of it... esp when atlanta is a 15 hours flight... sigh..

and as a junior, there's no leave allowance, and no priorities for day offs on special days like chinese new year, christmas, and birthdays....

IT'S SO UNFAIR!!!

people get to go paris and london and i have TWO atlanta!!! argh...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-f**k korean air-

Frankfurt, Germany...

Trip to Frankfurt. Well... cold weather, Dutch German people and a big airport. That's all! Seriously.. nothing special.. not even places of interest.. though some said Frankfurt is famous for its country-side view.. but well, i dint get the chance... I'll just spill the photos...

Airport lo...

The hotel im bunking in... and the weather is 3 degree Celsius...

brrrr....

Varieties of teas for you to choose!

Went downtown the next day.. 15 minutes train ride...

Its bakery shop... sorry its blurry..

Swarovski crystal chandelier.. phew...

Boots!

And its only 10Euro (RM50) per pair!

Ding dong bell.. I really dunno what building.. maybe a church..

Its CooOing deutchDeutsch!

No idea what building is that either.. Hey... there's no tourist guide guiding me alright!

cute bear ain't it?

My senior Ms Junn

Can you see... Its autumn!

Next, went to a 7 stories shopping mall... real big and a supermarket of Choc haven!! (no pics though.. busy shopping)

Playboy bed anyone?

And they have recycle machine in the mall! Convenient enough...

On the way back to hotel, we missed a station cos we were busy chatting.. so while waiting for the next train:

Such a small houses for big size dutchesGermans...

Seriously nothing much to do there other than shopping and brand shopping like LV's, Burbery, Gucci...etc.. so here's some pics around the hotel...

the view outside the hotel... boring aint it...

and cloudy...

Its emergency staircase... at least its not the narrow type and its bright enough!

so no rapist or drug abuser waiting there... :P

their coke machine is just the same as ours...

But their lifts are totally small.. bout 4x3 feet?

waiting area...

the room im staying in..

the room

my bed

the "wardrobe"

bathroom

and my rommie... yes... i have to share a room cos im a bloody junior...

finally a few of my own pics!

-end of Frankfurt-

Stupid woman...

I've tried my best... I've hinted enough. but yet you cant seems to take a single hint... are you acting dumb or really dumb? I know im behaving dumb for wanna give you another chance. but though no matter how dumb im acting, you never want to turn that ego switch off... you never get a hint!

no matter how much u said you're worried, will be there if i needed you, but the fact everything is just a lie.. or should i say, easy to say, hard to do..

when there's time i needed you most, you couldn't be there for me. you seems to gone a little over hardworking on your part time.

this is not once nor twice i've hinted and giving chance... i've even give way once too many to count... but yet where is your part of share? why is it not the other way, you begging for that chance? is being a bachelor more fun? flirt with whoever you like, random sex, freedom to date? dont you once miss our moments?

dont you once felt too lonely? cos i do. it is weighing me down. I couldnt breath and near to suffocation..

for i keep telling myself, i've given up on you. I never love you no more. I shall be strong. I shall stay strong... But no matter how hard i tried... i am the one always ended up tearing... instead of you...

i never want to be a stupid woman, but yet i kept stepping into that trap. I keep finding a way to climb back up but you've have set way too many traps over the time... i kept falling... and hurting... heard of that song, killing me softly? you are doing that to me...

but yet, where are you? why arent you busy untangling or removing these traps? is a teh tarik with your members of the same association? or a game or two with miss b.i.t.c.h more important?

or am i the BITCH?

Officially 21...

The long awaited 21st birthday is over... my next excited celebration? maybe 30th? you know, it represent that I had existed in this world for 3 decades! and during then, im sure i had achieved something in life that i could share on...? But then again, people dragged about being 30.. Should I be excited?



Anyway, so what is with 21st? It may mark that I can officially enter a club in Malaysia. No need fake ids or winking at the bouncer or afraid of raids.. but its either im "old" enough to not feel excited or im immunised to not celebrating my birthdays over the years, I am not excited about it... But to those who had celebrated my birthday with me this year, nevertheless I am very grateful and thankful and whatever full...



compared to some people who organized parties for their 21st, me for one did not... :( would love to but thinking of everybody that i would love to invite couldnt be here (im in seremban, friends mostly in KL, plus some overseas studying and flying), plus me constantly flying as well, no time... i just have lots of reasons if u ask...


anyway... compared again, to all my 21 times birthdays, these few years after high school I had the best celebration... maybe cos as u grew older, getting extra pocket money to spend, birthdays get better... though it was because most of the years i did not celebrate... dunno why...


Well, to say, I had my nice first candlelight dinner with my first guy on 18... yes it is (call me a loser, nerd, weird… I don’t care!), i was so happy i kept the RM60 receipt in my diary... [=_="] ;



Then, a wicked-drunked celebration on 20…

I dont excactly remember doing this...
nor attempting to kiss him...

For this year, celebrations were divided into a few… family celebrated for me with a simple cappuccino cake daddy bought…

My cake!

Admiring it before eating...

daddy singing birthday song to me..

make a wish, make a wish...

*** i wish all the bitches im thinking now die of heart attack!!!***

cut the cake!

my candles melted cos i was making a hard wish...

***all the bitches im thinking now DIE!!***

just posing...

lil sis

daddy... eat slowly lar!

lil bro...

grams.. she dint eat that.. she said she'd brushed her teeth... so i asked her to pose!!

and meee.....

Fish celebrated my birthday in Magical Theatre Sunway… although it was only 2 of us.. cos everybody ffk… but there were also fish’s cousin Fabian, who were dj-ing there and the manager who bought me a Lamborghini.. trust me… it was my first… I never dared to try it b4.. call me a chicken.. but to my disappointment, I felt… nothing… *cheh... *

*** magic, make all the bitches im thinking now die of heart attack!!!***

thats the manager...

watch me drink... its freaking lame and dark environment... so either watch it or skip it!

Finally… Stacey drove all the way down from KL to buy me lunch… well though it was only Secret Recipe, she DROVE all the way to buy me that lunch! Should be grateful… thanks babe!

food!

yum...

my darling stacey..

AND I GOT A CARD TOO!!!

Not to forget… I GOT GREAT PRESENTS THIS YEAR!!

Well, every year i will write a list of what I want for my birthday (lame i know..) and this 2 years, i posted them in my blog... excited laaa.. but then, every year ended in disspointment cos i dint get anything i wanted from my list.... but this year is different.. I really did get what i listed!

I GOT AN IPOD SHUFFLE!!!

I got the rubber covers and wire curl thingy too!

nice not?

cun not?

woo hoo!! well, guess who gave it? my first ex... ok somehow we had a big argument after breaking up 2 years ago- that kept us out of contact.. and then somehow he found out i was single again (duh... i was posting and spreading the news everywhere like really desperado..) he read my blog, and got to know i became a stewardess... so he asked me to help him get an ipod from US and since im helping him, why not help myself with my shuffle? hehehe... *happeeeee*

ok so i didnt get the engraving done, cos you only can do it online, but apple.com dont ship orders to malaysia... so no engraved happy birthday message on it... but who knows... i might get it engraved somewhere else... hehehe..

okok.. only 1? well... im still waiting for some reeeeaaally late postponed presents.. i heard some1 is getting me a DKNY... and a... lamp shade? hmmm... hey.. at least im getting presents... ;-)

oh not to forget, Stacey got me a spagetti top from bali too...

Hmmm… So I heard each cake u get every birthday means you can live another year longer? Is that true? Than I shall ask for more cakes every year? Shall I?

ps: blog posted in an emo state of mind... and im still keeping that wish.

"make all the bitches im thinking now die of heart attack!!!"

~ owh you so know who you are!!~